Reality not fantasy

Chapter 2

One moment it was all dark, one moment my senses were all dead, one moment I can't breathe and the next, its as if  I've been brought back from the dead. I could breathe, feel and once again feel the only thing I try to escape from, pain.

Spluttering and coughing out all the water I drank, I finally opened my eyes and there I saw, a guy on top of me. His face full of worry. I immediately understood why I'm still alive. This unknown guy saved me, when I don't even want to be rescued.

"Why?" I blurted out the first thing that popped in my head. "Why do you have to rescue me?" I cried as I sat up.

"I could have been dead by now," I cried, covering my face with my hands.

"I-." he started to say but I cut him off. Letting out all the pain I've kept for so long.

"I could've been free from all this pain," I said, crying harder than ever. This has been the first time in my life that I've let my guard down and let someone see me break down.

"Y-," he started again but I still cut him off,

"You should've let me die," I sobbed.

"STOP CUTTING ME OFF AND LISTEN." he shouted. "Don't EVER do that again. You are NOT the only person to get hurt,"

"10 years ago my mom died and it's because of me. Everyone thinks I don't remember anything but the truth is, I remember EVERYTHING. Everytime my dad looks at me, I could see the sadness in his eyes. I know that he blames me for everything even if he doesn't say it," I shouted back. I don't know why I'm saying this to a complete stranger but still I continued.

"Then I fell in love only to have my heart broken. Only to see him kiss another person, only to hear him say the meanest things about me. And it hurts,"

"You're not the only one who got their heart broken," he said after a while.

"You DON'T understand," I cried, my voice muffled. "Everytime I close my eyes I see him kissing that girl. Everytime I'm alone, I hear all the mean things he said. Everytime I fall asleep it's either I see him and that girl or my mind replays my mom's death over and over again. I feel so betrayed, hurt and pained, and what's worse is that I never should feel all these because, he was never mine in the first place,"

This time i could hardly breathe because of crying so hard. Then he did the unexpected, he hugged me, a total stranger.

sorry late update. sorry if it'short or lame please forgive me, if there's any wrong grammars i'm sorry since i'm only 13 and all. next chapter will be super long i swear