It's Alright, Just Smile | Kim Taehyung (ON HOLD)

Chapter 18

Shin Hanna's POV~

     I saw her eyes opened slowly. I hugged her immediately. I heard her chuckles. "Daddy.? At home right.?" Narra asked me. I can only nod. I saw her smirk. She got up and trying to get out. I'm in confused so, I grabbed her wrist and stopped her. "Are you okay.? Where are you going.?" I asked. "Out. I'm going to meet my dad." She said. She pulled her hand and got out. The way she talk to me is totally different. It's the old Narra. But 'The Psychotic' Narra never leave her...alone. I only froze there.

Shin Narra's POV~

     Once I awoke, I feel so much better. Where's my dad.? I think he's in his office. So, I moved there. I heard some discussion once I got infront of the office door. I stop as I heard Jungkook's voices. He's mad. Wow, great.

Jeon Jungkook's POV~

I stood infront of dad's table. He was sitting backing me on his chair. While waiting for Taehyung, daddy asked me some a few questions. "What happens when I was away.?" He asked me. "Nothing much dad. It's alright." I said that nervously. "Why did my car have a crack on it.?" He asked. Oh My Lord! I almost forgot about that. I forgot to ask Roy to repair it. "Um... M-maya..." I can't even finish my sentence. "Maya.?! Maya Quinn.?!" He shouted. "Sorry, it's... it is... N-narra's fault...she having fight with... Maya a few days before." I don't sure what am I talking about.

If I say it's Maya's fault, dad will think it's a lie. If I say it's Narra's, dad will immediately forgive her. Because she's his fav. "Narra and Maya.?! Fought.?! Tsk tsk. What happend to that girl. Always searching for troubles! KIM TAEHYUNG!" Daddy shouted. Dad, it's not her fault actually.

Kim Taehyung's POV~

As soon as I got out from Narra's room, I heard Master Shin shouted my name. He's sounded mad. So, I ran downstairs and got in the office. The same office as I go on my interview. "Yes Master.?" I started. I stood infront of him. "Is it true that Narra and Maya fought.? Who the one who started it.?!" He asked. Narra...it's her fault but I feel so hard to tell him. "Yes they did. It's....Narra's fault. She knocked the window used heels. She even pushed Maya to the ground. She put the blame on Maya then." I said the fast not even think what am I saying.

Suddenly, I heard a laugh by the door. The three of us put our attention on the direction. We saw Narra were laughing. "Cupcake.? Is it true what did Taehyung told me just now.?!" Master Shin shouted to her. I saw Jungkook's face was shocked. It's like this is the first time Narra get scold. "No, it's not true." Narra answered. She seems relax. "Then.? What happen.? Why did Jungkook and Taehyung said it was you.?!" He said that. Narra's facial expression changed. She even tighten her fist. She just quiet. "Shin Narra.?! I'm asking you. How could you do that. What's your problem with her.?!" Master shin stood up and slammed his hand on the desk. "I told ya... I dunno. It's not my fault. That stupid dumbass bitch started first." She said that and moved.

Master Shin move to her and slapped her face. "Don't you ever say Uncle Alex's daughter like that.! You don't know them.! Why am I so unlucky, I've got a daughter like you! You're so a troublesome!" He shouted. Narra just fake a laugh and said. "Yea I am.... maybe mother died because of me too.... poor you." She said that and smirked. "One day, you may kill me....daddy." She said that and move upstairs. I was so shocked. "Out! Out now!" Master Shin is mad. Me and Jungkook got out.

As we are out, Jungkook closed the door and punched me. "It's all your fault!" He said. "What.?! You are the one who claimed that Narra is the one!" I said. "I thought that you will help Narra. You are not her true love hyung! You are just fucking not! Do you know what happen if she get stressed.?! She might kill herself!" I heard he shouted. "Think about it hyung. To me Narra's just my normal lil sis. I know that Narra is your lover but I think you are not perfect for her.... just stay away from this family hyung. You are the one who messed up this family." Jungkook said that and got out from this house. Maybe at his house. Maybe it's true.... it's my fault.

Shin Narra's POV~

Mother.? Hahaha...it's me. I'm the killer. If I'm not here... mother will survive. I got in my room and laid on my bed. "I will not live in this world..." My hand were playing with a cutter. "No, Narra...please strong. Don't you remember what did I tell you.? Before the surgery." Other me told. The surgery.?

Flashback 2 years ago~

"Please Narra... keep breathing." I heard my sis sobbed next to me. I was laying on the hospital bed. I harmed myself. I dunno what happen but the doctor said I need a new heart. If not, I will not survive. Maybe I live too long at the psychology hospital. Pfft! I can't take it there so, I started new game. I harming myself and it's felt all better.

The 3 days after, a girl that older than me came and visited me. She seems like a patient here too. "Narra.? It's you right.?" She asked me. "Then who is it.?" I asked. "Okay... I'll lend you my heart Narra. You need it more than me. But I want you to be strong and live as a normal girl." She said. "I am normal!" Why did everyone say that?! "Why are you so consern about me.?" I asked in annoyed. "Because you still young dear. Remember I'll be with you all the time. I'm Sarang." She said that and stroked my head. "I don't need your heart. I don't want to live." I said that. "You have too. You have a family that love you." Sarang said. "Then you.?" I asked. "I already wasted them. I don't want you to be like me." She said.

After 3 weeks, I had a heart surgery. I live with Sarang's heart. I think it's changed me alot. I talked to her often. She's with me. I can controll myself after that. I feel more comfortable and neat. But, I still can't remain calm when I'm mad.

End of flashback~

Why did she came back.?! Just leave me alone! I need no one in my life! I'm perfect alone! My dad, my sis and the others never thinks about my feelings, that's why they're agreed to send me to the psychology back then. Didn't they know how suffered I am in there.?! I've be tied and locked in a dark room. I can't even have my own fun time when playing. The food, the atmosphere, the EVERYTHING made me hurts!

     "If I throbbed my heart harder back then I'll never be here again!" I shouted. Yea... I throbbed my own chest and the knifes hit my heart. I remembered there's a chemical things on it. "Stop it Narra! You've been a good girl all these time, and why're being weak now!" My other me, or I should call her Sarang instead. She made my chest hurt this time. "Aaarghh! I'm not weak!!! Stop torturing me!" I shouted.  

Chapter 18 of It's alright, Just Smile.
Next chapter, there'll be
something happend in school.
Just wait and see.
-NARRA🌹