It's Alright, Just Smile | Kim Taehyung (ON HOLD)

Chapter 19

Kim Taehyung's POV~

   Maybe I should go back to work. I have to please Master Shin and his family back to stay here and work for my mom's medicals. I need to checked on Narra. I walked to her room and my feet stopped as I heard a girl shout.

   Maybe it's Narra's. I ran to her room quickly. Dammit! The door was locked! I knocked on ger bedroom door many time while calling her name calmly trying not to nervous, trying not wake the others up and trying not to scared her psycho-self. "Narra...Narra...open the door please...." I called her name out.

"I love you...Taehyung"

Why did her confession words kept playing in my mind. Did she really mean it? Why did I feel this way.? I kept thinked that she really need my help. Is it only what I thinks or this is what she's trying to say. I stopped knocking the door and called for her name soflt. "Narra...sweetheart. Please open the door sweetheart.? Do not do this to me. You make me hurt to dear." I said that as my tears fell without knowing it.

Shin Narra's POV~

I can't bear it anymore... it's hurting me. Maybe I am weak as Sarang say. I let my body fell on the floor and cried. I am weak. No, I'm not. Yes, I am... NO! I AM NOT WEAK!!!! Arghh! I cried and screamed weakly. "I am not weak..! I'm not...." I curled my body and sat at the edge of the room. Hiding myself in the shadows.

I have no one to tell about my feelings. Everyone did not know me.
I cried and cried and cried. I sobbing alone there. I need to calm myself to make everyone know me that I am normal maybe. I sobbed there. I'm tired already.....

Save me, help me, love me please Taehyung... I love you. I miss you so much..... I heard the knocking on my door. I heard that Taehyung called my name. I can't stand it anymore. Why did everytime he call for me I feel something odd.?! "Go AWAY!" I screamed weakly.

Suddenly, Taehyung's voice disappear. Maybe, he's gone now. Taehyung... I love you. Why am I keep saying that.?! This isn't me... what did Sarang did to me.?! I can't fall in love. I will kill the person at the end.! Go away.... I do not want to be weak. "Narra... sweerheart. Please open the door... sweetheart.? Do not do this to me please... I'm hurt too dear..." I heard Taehyung voice. He sounded desperate, sad, hoping and...... hurt. Just like you Narra..... No!

I can't fucking open that door! I cannot let he see that I am weak! Because I am not! 'Are you scared.?' Sarang voices that only I can hear. "No, I'm not..!" I desperately answered her. 'If you're not, why are you not gonna open the door Narra.?'. Sarang provoking me in my body. "Cut it out! I'm not!" I tried to shout. "You are weak and scared Narra. If you're not, why did you do this to yourself.?" Sarang provoked me. "STOP I SAID! I CAN'T LET MYSELF FALL INLOVE TO THAT FUCKING TAEHYUNG!!!" I screamed weakly and hitted my back head on the wall behind me many time. I can hear the sounds.

Kim Taehyung's POV~

"STOP I SAID! I CAN'T LET MYSELF FALL INLOVE TO THAT FUCKING TAEHYUNG!!!" I heard Narra shouted to herself. There's my name on it. Maybe, she did love me. All this time, I think I am the only one who love her. She loved me.... "Narra.... baby..? Open this door please.... let me calm you down dear." I pleaded her. She's not opening the door. She turned quiet all of sudden. "Narra...baby.? What happend.?! Please open this fucking door Shin Narra.." My tears kept falling.

I can't wait any longer. So, I just pushed myself to open the door. I pushed the door forcefully. After a few time, the door finally opened. I ran and searched for Narra. I saw her body by the curtain. Her hands neatly collapse on the floor. She was sitting peacefully on the floor. Her face looked so pale. I smile weakly and carried her bridal style. I putted on her bed. I caressed her hand. "T-Taehyung.... h-help me..." Narra said that weakly. "Yes sweetheart.?" I tried to hold on my tears. "Please... j-just keep on...l-loving me. You're giving me strength by t-that." I heard her. "I will Narra. Sleep jagi. I'll make you mine one day baby. I promised." I said that.

She weakly smiled and dozed off. Finally I can see her face sleeping peacefully. It's made me happy. Narra.... you're always be mine.

    I'm too exhausted. So, I got back home. As I entered my house, I search for my mom like usual. I walked in and calling my mom. "Omma.? Omma.? Tae is home." But there's no sign of my mom. I became panic. I ran into her room and there's no her either. Ohmygoodness. Otteokke.?! I ran down stair and search for my phone in bag.

     Suddenly, the home phone rang. I answered the call quickly. "Hello.? Who's there.?" I started. "Hello.? Taehyung... your omma at the hospital. Her heart is weaker this time." The man said. "....okay. But, who are you.?" I asked in curiosity. "Seoul Specialist Hospital." The man said and ended the call. Why did he not answering my question. But, his voice is so familiar. Argh! I ran and got on my bike and moved. What happend to my mom.?

         As I arrived, I asked the nurse there where's my mom room. "Kim Eunbyul's room.?" I asked shortly. "Number 141. The room is on your right." The nurse said. I ran there, make sure not making any noise. I saw my mom body on the bed neatly. "Omma.? Gwenchana.?" My mom turned to me and nodded. "T-taehyung-ah..... go to school and learn." I heard my mom said that. W-what.? "She's in critical. Already stage 4. There's no way to help her any longer." The man that in the call just now said. He came behind the curtain and faced me. It's...... Park Chanyeol sunbae. "Sunbae.? How did my mom..." he cutted my words and asnwered straight away. "I was walking at the park and saw your mom gasping for air while sitting on the bench. I thought it was normal, your mom started to cough and stroking her chest. That's why I bought her here." Chanyeol said. "Thank you so much sunbae." I held his hand. He just smiled pleased. "I'll be outside. Talk to your mom more Tae. I know that you've been working at Hanna's house." He said and patted my shoulder. He knew.? It's her girlfriend house tho. He moved outside.

I held my mom hands and looked at her face. "Omma...please be strong I'll help you." I said that. "You'll help me no more Tae.... just go to school and learn. Be a good boy... s-study well and grow healthier Tae-ah." My mom said that made me sad. "Don't say like you gonna leave me omma. I'll never ever let you go." I said. "You'll never let me go. I'll die,Tae. But, I'll never leave your heart. S-son.? I'll go up there and tell the God that I'm greatful to have a son like you Kim Taehyung. I'll always w-with you son." My mom's tears rolled on her cheek. I cried. "I'll make you okay. Omma... don't say that. You'll be alright." I sobbed. "Y-yah inma (rascal), you wanted to marry S-shin Narra right.? G-go and study hard. Built a h-happy family. Omma will always happy with your d-decision son." My mom said. She's really gonna leave me. "Aniyaa....." I burried my face on her hands. "Narra need you to help her too Taehyung. You had helped me too much son." She said. She closed her eyes slowly. "Omma.? Don't go...?" I said it softly. "Omma...j-just wanna sleep son." She said that while her tears rolled out.

Chapter 19,
Next chapter will be there soon.
Taehyung and Narra went
to the school together
-NARRA🌹