CHAPTER 1
Suddenly I was startled when the alarm bell began to ring. Damn this shit is too loud. It will wake up James . He barely slept last night. I needed hours to make him sleep.Lately he cries non-stop since he started growing teeth.
"wheeeeeeeee"
Here it is again , damn phone alarm.
I walked out of my room and went into his little room just opposite of mine.There in the crib in the corner of the room screaming as much as he can is my 3 months old son.
" Calm down dear, here is mom. "
"What is my baby ? Did you sleep well? " I asked knowing he can't actually reply me and knowing for sure that those growing teeth were killing him .
" Oh, it seems that somebody urgently needs a new diper huh ? Are you mummy's little stinky ? Yes you are. " I started babble to him as he started to smile showing his little barely visible teeth. " James are you laughing to your poor old mother ?"
"Oh, please . You're anything but poor and old, you're 18 years old, beautiful , sexy and smart. This little man is lucky to have this awesome mother with such a good curves like that . And not to mention that you're blondie and those hazel eyes of yours ." I hear my best frend Johnny talking.
"Johnny boy are you entirely sure thaht you are gay ?"
" Oh, believe me I am. Remember that cute guy from store down the street?"
"Yeah, what about him ? "
"Well, it was the best fuck ever, I mean I ..." I stopped him .
"Watch your mouth , my kid is here, I don't want his first words to be fuck and ass"
"Well as you mentioned ass Luke is having.."
"Johnny!!!"
"Just kidding babe."
"Don't babe to me. Shut up your mouth."
"OK miss IamnervousbecauseI haven'thadsexforayear "
"Oh shut up Johnny."
" What? It's true it's been 10 months since Austin left to Italy and he didn't even let you to give him a blow job as goodbye gift "
"Oh, shut up you moron! As if it's not enough that I have James who every day reminds me of him, and yet you have to mention him, you must ! " I yelled at him.
"You didn't want a reminder, than why did you give your son name James , which is by coincidence Austin's middle name ? "
" It's not that easy, I guess I'm not over it yet, as much as I hate him for leaving me I still love him for giving me James who is a part of me and part of him. He is part of Austin, which I carried in my womb for nine months . Even though he was in Italy he was also with me. Just a slightly below my heart " I started to cry now .
" wheeeeeeeee" James started also to cry maybe for remind us that he is in the room with us. Omg I totally forgot to change his diaper. " Sorry baby mommy is little forgetful this morning. OK we're done let's feed you. Johnny get out ? "
"Whyyyy ?"
"I can't do breast feeding with you here!"
"Sooo? I'm your bff since we were old like I don't know is James now ?"
"No we're not"
"OK we were 5 than."
"Johnny we were 7. Now get out my baby is hungry and if he starts to cry again I swear I'm going to kill you."
"OK, OK grumpy bird " Grumpy bird wtf ? "Bye Jamie"
"Bye Johnny !!!!!"
"Thank God he's gone !" my brother walked in.
"How much times I have to tell you Cole you're not his type."
"Yeah, right like there is person in this world which is not attracted to me " Yeah, he's a little bit vain .
" There is actually a lot of them . Susan, Jane, Annie, Emily and Josephine and..and..."
" Emma enough, enough! "
"Why are you here, I just get rid off Johnny and you are here?"
"Well I have some news."
"Oh, good or bad news ?"
"Both"
"I want a bad one first?"
"Austin's back !"
Omg.He's back ? He wasn't supposed to return for a year or so ? But why ? Omg what am I going to do ? Does he already knows about Jamie ? I can't tell him about James ...he didn't deserve to know .
"And which is good than ?"
"He broke his leg."
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Unpleasant choices and tricky decisions
Novela Juvenil* he left her for playing basketball,not leaving any contact, in the meantime she had his baby . what will happen when he's suddenly returned ? will she tell him about the baby ? will they get back together ?
