The Point of Nowhere...

What If's

There will come a time that i have to decide weather i’ll stay or i’ll let go.

neither way i’ll hurt someone. 

if i’ll stay i’ll just hurt him more, and i’ll just hurt myself.

will i’ll be happy or i’ll be a prisoner of my loneliness.

if i’ll stay can i still say I Love you to him,

if i’ll stay can he still feel me.

if i’ll stay can i still care without the feelings of being responsible for that.

if i’ll stay can i make him happy

if i’ll stay can he make me happy without feeling guilty of what i feel about him.

if i’ll stay… if i’ll choose to stay.

if i’ll let go, i’ll be free, 

but if i’ll let go i’ll hurt him.

if i’ll let go can we still be friends

if i’ll let go what will happened to me nor to him.

if i’ll let go is it the right thing to do.

if i’ll let go… if i’ll choose to let go…

there are lots of ‘what if.’

there are lots of questions that i have to answer.

there are lots of things in my mind right now.

no one can answer it but myself…