Who Am I

Attitude

Kale POV: All she needed was some... All she needed was some... All she needed was some....

    Childish Gambino was a influence in my life with his lyrics although his influence wasn't as heavy as A$AP Rocky's he still contributed to my attitude.

   I was in class on Wednesday listening to The Worst Guys to concentrate on my work. All she needed was some what? Well dick obviously. No questions about that. As soon as I looked up there she was, Emoree, a girl I wanted to get in for a long timeeeee. To better my chances I was always sweet on her although she never really paid attention to me until recently. She always seemed mad. Chance the Rappers voice rang in my head singing that chorus, "All she needed was some...". I really was digging E she was a beautiful girl with a nice shape and had an amazing personality we just never really talked until recently.

    She walked slowly past my desk with a mean unit in her face when I gently grabbed her by the arm.

   "What's the matter E?"

   "Nothing Kale I'm fine she said smiling."

     That smile melted my heart for real I never really catch feelings for people except a select few.  She was different my attitude towards most girls was smash and pass but I couldn't do her that way she was special to me. My attitude toward life would eventually have to change because everything would be changing for me soon. College is near and I can't be the hot head I am now.

     Things like dumb questions make me get mad and  make me snap and release my thoughts into the air before thinking. My attitude toward the world was fuck it because it was so cold to me and everyone else. Society is so messed up but shit I don't have a choice but to put up with it, it's not like I don't add to the confusion. My dad always says it's time to man up and take responsibilities for all my actions and all that stuff and constantly I'm just ignoring him and living my life how I want to, buying what I want for now until I actually have real responsibilities.

    I've grown rebellious mainly because of my attitude but I've also grown in my mind to become an amazing young man. Still my attitude was off and I often thought with the wrong head if you catch my drift.

    "E", can I talk to you sometimes? I just decided to shoot my shot what's the worst she could say? No? Right?

     "That's fine just DM me or something."

In my head I'm thinking what the fuck DM? I was thinking number. But on the outside it was more of a fake smile that says okay I like baby steps. Holding my tongue I don't usually do but like I said, E was special we'll see where this goes.