Falling for my best friend

Heartbroken

A/N Jess at the top^ if you guys imagine her as someone else then you can picture her as someone else but this is who I imagined
                                      
Flashback to last chapter

"I know you probably don't remember this because you were drunk,but that night when we went to the party I was a little tipsy and horny and I saw you there you know looking like your amazing self and  I started flirting with and I lead you up stairs and I uh...I took complete advantage of you and had sex with you and I knew exactly what was happening while you were there and had no idea what was going on and the worst part is I enjoyed it and because of that I didn't stop it from happening"

I decided to be brave and look up at him and gave him eye contact and to my Surprise he didn't look angry he was actually...smirking?

"Jess I wasn't drunk that night"
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"No don't make any excuses for my behavior I know I was way out of line and-" once I completely heard what he said I was taken aback "wait what"

I heard him but I needed to hear him say it again so I knew I wasn't going crazy and just hearing things."Jess I wasn't drunk that night the only thing I had was water"

Jake stopped before he realized something "wait you said you liked it?"he said with a cute smirk on his face.Why did he have to be so darn cute?Right when he said that I started blushing like crazy
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As soon as I got home I made sure I was as quiet as I can,mainly because I didn't want to wake the guys up and having them asking me a million questions.

But to my luck No one was awake I'm guessing because their room door is closed.As I walked in my room I closed my eyes leaning against the door and sighing happy that I was able to sneak back in, as I opened up my eyes I nearly screamed at who was sitting at the end of my bed.

"What the hell Grayson" I said picking up my shoe and throwing at him but of course he dodged it because of my horrible aim

"Why were you out so late you said you'll be back by 10"he said slightly worried and frustrated"sorry mom I didn't know I was being timed and my phone died"I said back

"Your phone died how did you go out the house knowing there was a possibility it was going to die on you?" Gray said slightly more irritated

"Ok I'll make sure it's fully charged next time" I said crossing my arms and slightly rolling my eyes"do you mind I gotta change"

"Not at all"he smirked still staying in the same place,I swear he was getting on my nerves"so ..um how was the d-date?" He said struggling out the words,which I didn't understand why maybe it was just one of those moments when you can't speak because I know that happens to me a lot

"It was great,he was great I got a lot of things off my chest and he was making me laugh like crazy"I said smiling In the full length mirror in front of me thinking about him.

I felt gray get tensed by my words "so are you guys a thing now" he said cautiously
"What no...I mean not yet at least"I said "seriously I want to get out of this dress"

"Then get out of the dress" Grayson said like it was the most obvious thing ever "screw it" I said under my breath while slipping my dress off in front of him