//COY'JAI
"Where you get some money to get a new car?" Felicia asked standing in the doorway of my bedroom while I got ready to meet the realtor.
"Why do it matter to you?"
"Cause the shit parked outside my house!" She yelled making me sigh.
"Girl nobody finna go back and forth with you! Aren't you happy I'm not in yo car? Since u wanted to take it from me?" I asked putting on my jogging pants and the matching hoodie. It was getting real cold and I just didn't understand why and it was only October.
"You can get the fuck out with that attitude" she smiled making me roll my eyes.
"I'll gladly leave. I'll come back for my shit later" I said.
She wanted somebody to beg and plead with her I was just so sick of all the petty ass games one minute she cared about me the next she didn't.
"Yeah and watch you end up in the same situation you was just in" she said smirking making me shake my head. I literally ain't have nothing else to say.
"Dang granny that was harsh" I heard Sarai say from behind her. "What? It's the truth! She ran her little hot ass up outta here and look where it got her!" She continued.
"Ignore her Sarai cause I forsure am" I mumbled brushing my hair into a ponytail.
I finished getting myself together while she just stood and watched me making weird noises trying to get my attention.
"Excuse me" I smiled I was literally boiling over in anger at this point but I wasn't gone let her know that. I was so ready to just break down cause of all people I would never expect her to say some of the things she say and it's literally for no reason.
"Mhm I swear sometimes I wish God would've took you instead of my son" she mumbled as I walked past her.
The saying the straw that broke the camels back, was literally how I felt in this moment.
"You literally have no reason to be so angry! You mad I got a new car and you still riding in yo old ass car? Cause you forty-five having to still trick? Or cause you was thirteen and had a baby? Orrr because you sold your child to a dope dealer and YOUR son had to steal her back and that's how he ended up dying??? Yeah Sarai, Kyle wasn't your daddy that was your big brother! Mama was on drugs heavy and that's why he kept you! That's why you hate me so much, cause you fucked yo whole life up? Your a shitty person and I'm not gone let yo shit keep making me so angry! All you want is attention so here you go Felicia the fucking attention you wanted!!!" I yelled with tears streaming down my face. It hurt to even have to throw Sarai under the bus like that but Felicia was really pushing all the right buttons today.
"Get the fuck out bitch!" She yelled trying to push me but I moved out her way making her stumble a bit.
"I'm gone" I said wiping my tears.
I jogged down the stairs and out the front door and this is exactly why I was so glad to have my own car.
With my mama you never really knew when she would show her ass, she could go months being so nice and then boom the whole devil.
I pulled off from in front of the house and headed towards the location the realtor sent hopefully she showed me something I liked.
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"So how did everything go?" Ant asked as we stood outside his restaurant. I wasn't in the mood to eat or sit down, I had just finished packing my whole car with all my clothes and necessities. I wanted to let him know everything and go checkin to my hotel room for tonight.
