HUG ME ( rewriting )

FIFTEEN

Taehyung walked up to yoongis apartment door and hesitated. He closed his eyes and thought of the kissed the two shared last night; smiling to himself he rang the doorbell twice. He heard rustling from behind the door before it opened to reveal a sleepy Yoongi, his blonde hair a mess. The older took in the sight of the brunette, smiling as his cheeks began blushing.

"Hey Taehyung," he whispered. "What are you doing here so early?"

Taehyung chuckled, "you didn't get my text?"

"I did, but I still don't know why you decided to show up so early," Yoongi sidestepped, motioning Taehyung into the apartment. The taller leaned in and pecked the older's cheek before continuing into his apartment, making the blonde blush.

"um, so are we going to talk about last night?" yoongi asked the taller, closing the door behind him. taehyung turned around and faced yoongi and stared at him for the longest time. yoongi wasn't quite sure he had blinked the entire time. then taehyung smiled soflty, striding towards the shorter and placed his hand on his cheek.

"I really love you, yoongi." the blonde blushed, looking away from taehyungs loving gaze.

"I know, I do too..." he gently grabbed the tallers hand from his face and brought it to his side. "I really, really like you, but..." taehyungs eyes suddenly turned dark.

he licked his lips, voice hoarse as he asked softly, "whats wrong?"

yoongi felt the need to slap himself. god, what was I thinking! he internally battled with himself on whether or not telling taehyung would be a good thing or a bad thing.

"Im," he began, grasping taehyungs hand tightly in his, "im not sure if I am ready for a relationship, I mean, I am totally fine with dating you! I like you, you like me, its great, but... Im just not ready." yoongi waited. he waited for the yelling, the slap to the face, maybe. but it never came, except for the cold silence that made the room feel awkward. finally, taehyung pulled his hand from yoongi and smiled sweetly.

"its okay, I understand. as long as I can stay with you," he said lowly, making the olders heart race.

"with a lot of things that happened to me in the past, im..." the blonde shook his head, reaching for taehyungs hand. he squeezed his hand gently, smiling to himself.

"you've made me happier than I've ever been, and im glad that you randomly messaged me that day." taehyung chuckled.

"im glad that I did, or I wouldn't have met you."

"now its just getting mushy, want some pizza?" yoongi asked, walking past taehyung hurriedly.

"why is that even a question?" taehyung asked following yoongi. the blonde smiled as he dialed the pizza place on his phone. "want me to pick out the movie?" the younger asked.

yoongi glanced at him and nodded, and went back to ordering the pizza. soon he hung up and joing taehyung on the couch. "the pizza will be here soon. you like pepperoni?" taehyung shrugged.

"not really but I'll live," taehyung said.

"oh I didn't know. you seemed like a pepperoni person to me. I can order a new one if you want?" the older got up but taehyung stopped him.

"no, its fine. I can be a pepperoni kind of guy tonight." he smiled up at yoongi reassuringly, who seemed to be having an inner war with himself but he finally smiled back and sat back down, closer to taehyung than he was before. the younger intertwined their hands, pulling yoongi so that both of their shoulders touched. yoongi stared at their fingers. it felt unreal to him, that someone actually cared for him. the older leaned his head against taehyungs shoulder, feeling comfort from him as he sqeezed the blondes fingers.

"for now, I want to stay this way, okay?" yoongi looked up at taehyung, who only smiled.

"of course, whatever you want."

"and of course, I want to take it slow but by all means, holding hands is definitely okay," the older laughed nervously as the taller joined in.

"okay baby boy," taehyung said. he directed his attention towards the movie as it started, not aware that yoongi was a blushing mess. or maybe he was aware. he took his hand away from yoongis and wrapped his arm around his shoulders, pulling the blonde closer to him. they watched the movie in comfortable silence until the pizza delivery guy rang the doorbell. taehyung stood up after pulling yoongi down telling him that he'd get it. he paid the guy and brought in the pizza, not bothering to go and grab some plates. the taller returned to his spot next to yoongi, each grabbing a slice and taking generous bites out of them.

"for pepperoni, it's pretty good," taehyung commented, his mouth full.

yoongi nodded in agreement, not even bothering to comment as he focused on his pizza. they continued to watch the movie in silence. when they were done, they laid back holding their stomachs.

"are you full?" the taller asked the older.

"yeah, are you? if not, I can order another."

taehyung shook his head. "nah, I only ate three slices. you on the other hand..."

"hey!" yoongi defended. "I was hungry. plus you refused to get anymore slices so I ate them."

taehyung chuckled. "and if I were waiting to get another slice?"

"don't pull that because you told me word for word, "no you eat the rest, you need it." so am I too skinny??"

"no, you're perfect. too perfect." the brunette responded, locking gazes with yoongi. the blonde blushed, not being able to say anything. then taehyung got up after checking his phone.

"I have to go now, work is calling. but ill come over tomorrow?" yoongi stood and nodded, bringing taehyung in for a hug.

"okay, I'll see you tomorrow," yoongi whispered, pulling away. the younger smiled at him, leaning in and pressing his lips to the corner of the olders lips. he turned and walked to the door as yoongi watched him leave. when the door shut behind him, yoongi sighed deeply, touching the tingling skin near his lips.

"this whole taking it slow isn't going to work, is it?"

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hey loves!!1! I know I finally updated, hurray. anyway, I apologize I made you wait so long, but im back and rolling. also, this isn't edited as you can tell.

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