Possibly, I could of let go and I would of never been hurt. Possibly I could of cut the ties between us and left. But , I didn't leave , I didn't leave because I was afraid, afraid of hurting myself. Afraid of damaging my brain. What I think about is unspoken to many. But the person I do talk about it with, means more than ANYTHING to me. I would never leave that person alone in this crazy world. Because we understand eachother. I tried to leave this world once. I ended up breaking my arm and nothing else but a hospital bed to lay in for nearly a week. It's pretty much gods way of saying "fuck you, you honestly tried to leave this world , leave it with out saying a simple goodbye, or at least a note, do you know how many lives you could've affected by taking your own, this isn't just about you , it's about you and everyone that cares about you ". truth be told.
Look, I'm sorry for bringing this upon you. But you have to live with the hand you're dealt with. So stay alive , and not just for me , stay alive for everyone that cares, everyone that has problems like us, please. Just stay alive. I want you to know that I care. And I love you , and everyone else that have some shitty problem that the world gave them that can't be solved without an end
Take pride
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RandomThis is a collection of things, feelings that are inside of my head , I'm using wattpad to help express myself. This may help some of you in a good way , it may help you express yourself also
