You make me , you make me feel like a coward , when I try to say the things I wanna say. I simply, just can't because you, you, mean to much to me , and I don't want you to worry about the things I do to myself, to my brain every day and night, I feel like shit every time I want to say something to you , something to you that means a lot. I try , I really do , but I'm afraid of what you think , what you will think....
I'm scared. That's all I can say. I'm just. Scared. I love you , so , so , much and I couldn't bare to say the wrong thing and drive you away. I wouldn't be able to live with myself. I'm sorry but this can't go on anymore. I have to let go.
But you know what they say
If you love someone you should set them free
But I realise , when I try to set you free , you don't leave , I don't understand , why would you want to stay with me , after all I done to you, all the times I've hurt you , I love you but I never expected you to actually stay , because in my head. I'm just some kid with suicidal tendencies and slit wrists, a liking for bands , and a family that hates me, what have I got to lose
Nothing
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RandomThis is a collection of things, feelings that are inside of my head , I'm using wattpad to help express myself. This may help some of you in a good way , it may help you express yourself also
