Yeah, yeah I remember when I first did this to myself, I remember the cold blood, dripping down from my left wrist as I sat there staring at what could of been. I remember, the numbness, the light headedness, the terrible feeling of despair and sadness. I remember the sharp, cold stainless steel blade that a took out of a pencil sharpener that I stole from school. I remember. Once you start, it's near impossible to stop, you just have to try and try and try your hardest not to do this to yourself, because so,so many people care about you. And if they lost you, they wouldn't k ow what to do with themselves. If they lost you. They would of lost themselves. Don't only think about yourself when you do this, think about the people around you that are being affected, wanna know why they're being affected, it's because they fucking care about you and love you, and if they lost you.
I remember. The pills I stole out of my mothers medical cabinet. I remember, my shaking hand, barely being able to hold them as I lifted my hand and swallowed ten different types of anti-depressants and other shit. I remember ,collapsing onto my bedroom floor as I then began to have a seizure. I remember,
Please remember, people care about you
Please remember, people love you
Please remember, who you're affecting
Please remember, your friends and family
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RandomThis is a collection of things, feelings that are inside of my head , I'm using wattpad to help express myself. This may help some of you in a good way , it may help you express yourself also
