Joe Sugg & Caspar Lee imagines

Insecurities (Joe Sugg)

 It's 12:30 am and I'm standing on front of my mirror, Joe's oversized shirt covering my body.

I know what I'm doing in here, I'm just scared.

I sigh and decide to take off the shirt, revealing my black bra and panties and there I see it : my body.

I bring my hands to my body and start tracing out my curves, curves that I consider as ugly.

I look at my boobs and find them too small for my chest, my shapes that make me feel fat.

To be honest, I accept myself for who I am but I know that out there, Joe could find a much prettier girl than me, a skinnier girl, not a girl that has curves.

I look at my stomach that isn't flat like it's supposed to me, my thighs that aren't as thin as they should be, my arms that aren't as strong as they should be.

I don't have a thigh gap like others girl have, I'm just me, nothing special.

As I turn around, I find Joe looking at me with a frown. He approaches me as I turn back to the mirror :

« Were you telling yourself your flaws ? »

I nod, ashamed that he found out. He puts his arms around my waist and says :

« I love everything about you. So what if you don't have a thigh gap, so what if you don't have the flattest stomach in the world ? The inside counts more than the outside. I love that you aren't the thinnest girl in the world and that you have curves because curves are absolutely beautiful, you are perfect to me and don't you doubt that »

I smile as a small tear drops from my eye. Just hearig those words gives me more confidence, more self-love. I turn around and kiss him. When we seperate, I ask :

« How did I get so lucky ? »

« I could ask the same question »

I smile as I pick up my shirt and put in back on, Joe leading me to our bed.

He puts the quilt on and wraps his arms around my waist, his head nuzzled into my neck. He leaves small kisses in the crook of my neck and whispers sweet nothings as I smile, forgetting about my insecurities...

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This one is quite short but it meant a lot to me to write this one. You are beautiful just the way you are and never compare yourself to others because you are you and you are amazing, there will never be another person like you out there so be yourself and embrace your flaws because nobody is perfect and remember that you are never alone and that everyone faces this part in their life where they think that they will never be good anough but you are good enough, you have a purpose, don't forget that. I love you