Joe Sugg & Caspar Lee imagines

She Deserves Better (Caspar Lee)

  I finally zip up my jean skirt, tucking in my white tee.

Caspar invited me to go out with the buttercream squad and I obviously accepted ;

I check out my hair and makeup one last time before leaving my flat.

I wait on the curb as a car stops right in front of me.

The passegner side opens to reveal my best friend Caspar, a smile on his face and his eyes shining under the streetlight that is glowing over him, making him look like an angel.

I've never told this to anyone but I have a crush on Caspar... okay don't pressure me, I'll say it, I'm in love with him.

We've been best friends since we've been kids and moved together to London, him for his YouTube channel and me for my studies.

Since then, Caspar has gotten bigger on YouTube, getting loads of opportunities to travel and to make movies with Joe, his best friend.

When Caspar introduced Joe to me, we got along straight away, laughing at anecdotes that I had told him about Caspar.

He opens the side door for me as I slip in, to find Jack beside me, laughing as I set myself up properly.

Caspar gets in the car and turns around to see if I'm okay, which I nod.

Josh drives as he starts heading to the restaurant.

I put my head on Caspar's seat, touching his hair as I usually do.

Caspar and I are quite intimate as best friends that most of the time, people think that we are a couple, which I wouldn't mind.

He leans his head back and presses his head in my palms whereas the others are chatting away.

20 minutes later, we arrive at the restaurant, Caspar opening the door for me, giving me his hand.

I take it and get out of th car, his hand still in mine.

He leads me to the entrance of the restaurant, Josh opening the door for us all.

We spot our table and sit down, Caspar on my right and Jack on my left.

Jack starts talking to me, making me laugh at stupid jokes that he makes.

I suddenly feel a hand on my lap. I turn to Caspar and look at his hands but see that he is throwing them around as he tells a story.

I then turn to Jack and see tht one of his hands is not on the table.

I have never been so uncomfortable in my life, I love Jack but as a brother and nothing else.

His hand start to go up my thigh, his fingers grazing the fabric...

Caspar's POV :

Seeing Y/N laugh so much makes me so happy, but I wish that I was the person that could make her smile that way.

Y/N and I go way back, since we've been kids but today, it's different, for me anyway.

When we were growing up, we didn't know what love was, well I do know now.

Her laugh echoes throughout the restaurant as Jack whispers things in her ear.

The only person that knows about my feelings for her are Josh and Joe.

They both look at me with a soft smile, I see pity in their eyes as they know how much it hurts me.

I start talking to Josh and Joe about a new video idea when I feel her gaze on me.