Baby Mockingjay (ON HOLD)

Chap.12 No this can't be

I DONT OWN THE HUNGER GAMES CHARACTERS

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Katniss pov.

As I try to wake up I can hear people talking and beeping. My head is on someone's chest. I try to open my eyes but they wont open.

"Do you think she can handle it?" I remember that voice. It's Peeta.

"I'm sure she can handle..." I start to drift off  "She'll be very happy." I can tell Haymitch is talking. "What are you guys going to name..." I hate hospital drugs.

"I don't know we didn't talk about names yet." Peeta said.

"Are you ready to bring..." I can't stay awake any more...

====3 hours later====

My eyes open really slow. I see Peeta standing by 2 incubators. Wait?! 2? I look at my stomach. There's nothing. No bump. I try to get up but it really hurts down there. I decide to lay more. Peeta noticed I'm up. He sits down on a chair by the bed. "Hey." He said.

"Hi." I said back.

 "How are you feeling?" He said while stroking my hair.

"Very sore."

"Where is it sore?"  Is he really going to ask that?

"Really?" giving a face that says you should know.

"I'm guessing in your girly part and stomach?"  See! He knows where its swore. I nod back.

A doctor comes in. He has a very light blonde hair, light brown eyes and a very pale skin. "Hello Mrs.Mellark , I'm Dr.Ryan. On the scale to 1-10 how are you feeling?" I don't know? it doesn't hurt that much then again it hurts when I move.

"7." I said back to them.

 "Okay, that's normal for a miscarriage and a surgery." I'm confused what he just said. A miscarriage and surgery? He checks me then goes to the  incubators. Are my dead child(ren) in there? "Okay so everything is okay I will come back and check on you in an hour." He said and left.

Couple minutes later a nurse comes in and gave me some pills which will helps me with my soreness. The pills kick in after 10 minutes I took them. I decide that I want to walk to the incubators to see what's in there. I ask Peeta to help me to get up. It hurts to walk but I just need to walk 10 feet. We get to the incubators. I start to tear up. Their so small. I guess we did have twins. One has a blue hat and the other has a pink hat. Their diapers are really big on them. I smile and start to cry. I can't believe they survived. "Do you want to touch them?" Peeta said. I don't know if I want to touch them. Their so little and I could easily break them. I nod. He brings me to the other side of the incubators. I don't know which one to touch first? Since I'm at my baby girl's I'll touch her and then touch my baby boy. There's 2 holes to put your hands through. I put my hands through the holes. I touch my daughters soft back.

There tubes everywhere on her even on her head. I'm going to get Har for these. my children shouldn't go through this.

I rube her hand then put my finger under her hand. She wraps her tiny hand around my finger. I smile and let a tear down my face. I lift her hat up a tiny bit. She has peeta's hair. You could barley tell but theres hair here and there.

I took my hands out and went to my son's incubator. I did what I did to my daughter. Touch his back, rub his hand, his fingers wrapped around my finger and check what's his hair color, same as his sisters.

The doctor came back check on us. Everything is still okay. He said we can take the babies out of their incubators in a week but we have to do skin to skin. Which is you put a baby on your bare chest and just relax with them.

==== 1 week later ====

We found out that Har is out of the election and in jail for 5 years. The election will still go on but you can vote for us or anybody you want. Mostly we will win.

2 days ago I got out of the hospital but were still coming to the hospital to see our children, which we still have no names yet. Me and Peeta can't decide on names. For now on till we have names for them we came up with nick-names. Our son will be Rye (Peeta's idea) and our daughter will be Lil.

Dr.Ryan says that Rye and Lil have to stay here till they're over 8 pounds, over 22 inches and in healthy shape. Right now they're 2 pounds and 12 inches. Paylor said we can stay in a victor house till we become president(s) or Rye and Lil can come out of the hospital.

Right now Lil is on my chest (by my collar bones) relaxing in the nursery for the premature babies. She's so tiny, it feels like there's nothing there. She looks so peaceful. I can't see her eyes since there's a eye mask over her eyes but I know her eyes would look peaceful . Dr.Ryan said they can take off the mask off in a month. Rye has the same thing going on.

I feel Lil's chest lifting off my chest a tiny bit. It feels claming when her bare chest and my bare chest is hitting each others. A nurse comes over and took Lil off my chest and put Rye there instead. It's the same effect with him like I had with Lil.

10 minutes later the nurse took Rye off my chest and put him in the incubator. I fix my shirt so it looks right.

" Katniss and Peeta can I talk to you?" Dr.Ryan said. We both nod. Peeta helped me up since it still hurts where they did my surgery. We walk to a private room and sit down at the table.

" I don't know if you knew this but...umm...premature babies like yours has 20 percent to live." Dr.Ryan says.

"What do you mean." Peeta ask. I can tell he's getting worried. I took his hand and squeeze it.

"Rye and Lil aren't like the other babies. They...umm...they...I'm sorry to say this but...Rye and Lil has 10 percent to live." Dr.Ryan says.

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katniss and peeta's lifes are getting worst by the minute! -Romulus coming back - Har kicking katniss - Rye and Lil about to die.

I need names for Rye and Lil (that's their nick-names)!!! Who ever is the winner will get the next chapter dedicated to them!!

~kay