Epilog

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Let it out, been building up
You better let it out
Say everything you've Been meaning now,
I want it to burn.
When you tell me I'm such a wreck,
It isn't easy cleaning up your mess.
It's like I've got a rope around my neck,
She says it won't hurt.

But everything you do makes my heart race
I can't even think straight,
Is this just a game to you?
Reruns every night,
It's always the same fight
And I think you should know...

I hate your touch,
I hate your mouth,
I can't stand every single word that falls out.
But you're all that I've been dreaming of,
This is not another song about love.
I hate your voice,
I hate your lips,
I hate how bad I wanna steal your kiss.
But you're all that I've been dreaming of,
This is not another song about love.

Asphyxiated just to say the least,
And with your eyes you're suffocating me.
Emptied my lungs, it's getting hard to breathe,
You couldn't care less.

But everything you do makes my heart race
I can't even think straight,
Is this just a game to you?
Reruns every night,
It's always the same fight
And I think you should know...

I hate your touch,
I hate your mouth,
I can't stand every single word that falls out.
But you're all that I've been dreaming of,
This is not another song about love.
I hate your voice,
I hate your lips,
I hate how bad I wanna steal your kiss.
But you're all that I've been dreaming of,
This is not another song about love.

The sky fades from blue to gray
Her touch is just like an ocean,
Still I'm drowning
How bad I wanna sink & let it take me away.
I don't know why I come back
I do every time
We get close to the end
It's the finish line.
Sing these words
For the girl I've been dreaming of
Is this just another song about love?

Let it out,
Been building up
I better let it out...
Say everything that
I've been meaning now,
Dreaming bout.
I mean it now,
I need it now.

I need your touch,
I have no doubt
I want your love until it all runs out.
Cause you're all I've been dreaming of,
Is this just another song about love?
I need your voice,
I need your lips
I need you bad,
I wanna steal your kiss.
Cause you're all that I've been dreaming of
This is just another song about
Another song about love.


Ein Monat später, Shinjuku

Izayas Sicht


Es war nun ein Monat her, seitdem das alles passiert war.
Als Kasuka wieder aufwachte, erinnerte er sich an nichts, was passiert war. So mussten wir wenigstens nicht das erklären.

Seitdem wir wieder in Japan waren, hatte ich auch nicht mehr Shizu-chan gesehen. Das lag aber daran, dass ich so viel Informationen suchen musste, dass ich kaum Zeit für ihn hatte. Der andere Grund war, dass ich nicht wusste wie es mit uns weitergehen würde.

Was würde passieren, wenn wir uns sehen würden?
Würde er wie immer versuchen mich umzubringen?
Oder wollte er es vielleicht auch nicht mehr?
Aber wenn es so war, was waren wir dann?
Waren wir noch immer Feinde?
Oder waren wir etwas anderes?
Hasste er mich überhaupt?

Denn ich tat es nicht mehr.
Dass wusste ich schon längst.
Ich hatte auch schon eine Vermutung, was es war.
Ich wollte es auch ausprobieren, ob meine Vermutung richtig war.
Doch dafür müsste ich Shizu-chan sehen und er dürfte mich dann nicht umbringen.
Oder besser gesagt er dürfte es nicht versuchen.

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