Me, Him, and Him? (Septiplier x Reader AU)

Chpt.1Backstory

Your P.O.V

I never thought it would have to come to this but since she's gone I have no choice

My best friend died today, bff/n. She was the world to me, she loved me when no one else did. You'd think my parents would love, no. My parents treated me like complete shit. They were alcoholics, all they ever did was just call me a big mistake and you don't deserve to be here. My life was just a living hell until I met bff/n.

She changed my whole world. We've been together since first grade and now we're in college. She didn't deserve to die this young. If anything it should've been me. She was an amazing person. She stuck with me through thick and thin. She stood up to bullies for me, spent time with me when I needed most, hell she gave me the most important thing I in needed to survive, love.

She knew about my parents abusing me, and she tried to comfort me as best she could. So we both agreed that once we're eighteen would move out of our parent's house and rent an apartment together and go to college, which is what we did.

But when I finally had my freedom, away from all the pain, it comes right back to bite me in the ass. The only person I ever loved was gone, gone forever. And I couldn't do anything about it.

Tomorrow was supposed to be our first day of college. We've been looking forward to this forever. And now she's not here to enjoy it with me, ALL BECAUSE OF A STUPID DRUNK DRIVER! I couldn't live a week without her, how the hell am I supposed to live the rest of my life without her!? The answer is I CANT! I know she wouldn't want me to do this and I didn't want to either.

I picked up the razor on my nightstand and headed to the bathroom and sat on the bathtub ledge, holding my arm out near the drain and began to make a the first small slit on my rist. It hurt for a few seconds because I hadn't done in so long but a few minutes later I didn't even notice the pain. I made another two slits on my wrist and watched the blood seep down my hand. Another few minutes pasted and I washed out the blood from my wrist and cleaned up the bathtub.

I decided to go to bed and I took my favorite picture of me and bff/n with me. I made sure I had my stuff ready for tomorrow and headed to my room. I walked by bff/n's room and instantly started to cry again. I just kept walking down the hall to my room with tears rolling down my face. I got in my bed still holding the picture tightly in my chest and before I knew it I was out like a light.

The Dream

I was lying down in my bed and I starred up at the ceiling and I couldn't move, I saw a strange white figure appear where I was looking.

"Y/n." The voice said, and at the exact moment, I knew it was her.

"BFF/N!?" I yelled.

"Y/n, I don't have much time but I wanted to talk to you, I love you so much, I know things may seem horrible right now but don't worry things will get so much better, I promise. We will see each other soon. You will be happy soon, you might even be happier than when you were with me. But trust me when I say this, you will do great things, you will be loved by others and everything will be better."

"Bff/n, don't go, I can't live without you. Please don't go." At this point, I was balling my eyes out.

"Y/n don't give up we will see each other soon, I promise. Now come here ya goof." She held her arms out and leaning towards me for a hug.
I practically leaped into her arms and held on for dear life.