The Final Cut

Bri- I Will Miss You Always

A/N OMG I am so sorry for not updating in such a long time!! Ugh school and the holidays and me procrastinating are not a good combination! I just wanted to say thank you so much for over 160 reads!! You guys are so nice and encouraging in the comments so thank you! Also don't forget to go read my friend sydzie's story!! Thanks guys!!

"It's love" Bri would say.

No! Lea don't you dare think about her! She is dead and thinking about her would just make thinks worse.

Bri was my best friend. We did everything together. Until she hung herself in her garage. She was only 15. She was called fat, ugly, emo, fag, and every other name you could think of. She had ginger hair and icy blue eyes and I smile I will never forget. I told her everything and in return she told me about her self harm but she never told me she wanted to die.

She seemed so care free. I miss her so much every single day. She wrote her letter partly about me. She said she really did love me. She said she was bisexual. I love her for that. Being honest about herself. I always knew she was bi. I don't know how but I knew.

"I am going to a truly happy place. I am going where I belong. Don't be sorry for me, I wanted this. This is happy for me. You have always wanted me to finally be happy. right?

Mom:

You hated me! you wanted me to die. You beat me. Starved me. Burnt me. Cut me. One thing you didn't know was that I did that to myself too. You were one of the reasons I did this!

Dad:

I do t know who you are. I wish I did though. Before mom got bad she told me stories about you. About how you fought for our country. I wish I could meet you but you are in Heaven and I am burning in Hell with Grandpa.

Lea:

I love you so much! you were the only one who understood me. Don't cry please. I hope to see you again but when you die, you will be sent to Heaven while I'm in Hell. Beat Mary's face in for me. Oh and give Nick a hug for me. Keep listening to Blood on the Dance Floor.

Don't cry for me because I have been dead for years

Hatefully Bri"

I didn't believe her mom when she called me.

I didn't believe the police when they told me.

I didn't believe I saw her body in the casket.

I only believed when I got the letter. When I understood why.

She hung from her fan in the basement because she thought the world would be better without her. She wasn't selfish. She was thinking about everyone else.

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