The Final Cut

The Final Chapter

A/N so I decided for the better of the story and my sanity to NOT do an epilogue. 1 the way this chapter ends in my opinion is a good way to end the book and 2 everything that I wrote down SUCKED so ya. No epilogue. And I'm sorry but boo whoo. And this Final Chapter is really short but again boo whoo. Also I only got one question on my last chapter ._. but it was along the lines of "why would you do this?" Well April I did that because #EV and #yoloswag but no really I did that because it couldn't just end on a happy note. I needed more death in Lea's life and stuff. It was either that or I kill Liam and Johna in a car wreak. Thought about it. But nah G didn't wanna. Anyways guys I hope you enjoy the last chapter!! Thank you everyone for reading and I love you! New book coming out tonight probably. <3

That was three years ago.

I'm now 21.

I live by myself. I have no one.

Liam has a boyfriend. Johna is going to cosmetology school in New York City.

I sell my body just to pay rent now.

In those three years I've gotten worse. I got hit by a car. At least I don't drive after I get drunk. I have tried suicide 10 plus times now.

Hopefully this is my last attempt.

When I sat down to write my note I wanted it to be different. No "help me please" no "feel sorry for me."

Just my life.

My mind is spinning. I can't concentrate. The whole room is moving. I don't know left from right.

I can feel my heart slow down.

My body is shutting down.

I do know that I am not afraid.

I am ready.

No more.

Goodbye.

Forever never yours

Lea