*Felix's POV*
I had to find Marzia. She was always there for me... Always. I love her too much to give her up and no one could make me second guess that. She was beautiful. I needed to find out if Marzia and I were real. Was everything I had ever known about her a lie? Was it real or all a dream? I had so many questions and my head was spinning. I wanted Marzia here to help me. What could I do? I didn't even know where she could be. She might be in Italy crying and missing me too. I cursed and slammed my fist down on my bed. I put my hands in my head and started crying again. I sat up and attempted to calm myself down by taking deep breaths. I picked up my cell phone and dialed my friend Toby. I held my breath as it rang. He picked it up on the last ring.
"Hello?" He asked. I knew from his voice that he was extremely tired.
"Toby. It's Felix. Listen I'm in Sweden and I don't know where Marzia is. You need to help me." I said trying not to break down.
"Felix, you okay there? You have been living in Sweden forever and who the hell is Marzia?" He asked sounding confused, frustrated and concerned. I swear my heart stopped for a moment. I dropped the phone. I could here Toby screaming for me but I didn't care. I threw open my laptop and immediately opened YouTube and searched for CutiePieMarzia. No channel existed. I opened my channel and desperately looked for any proof of us as a couple. Anything at all. Nothing. That was all it took. I slammed my computer closed and started to sob again. I could hear Toby yelling and he sounded concerned. I got up from my crumpled heap on the floor and started running. I didn't know where I was going I just knew I had to leave. I just knew I needed Marzia. I didn't even feel the icy rain and harsh wind, I ran into an empty alley way. I fell onto my knees and screamed for Marzia while shaking because I was crying so hard. I missed her cute Italian accent, her long soft brown hair and her playful giggles. I was so confused, scared, depressed and I only knew one thing; I was going to find her no matter what.
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Only A Memory (A PewDiePie and Cutiepiemarzia fanfiction)
FanfictionImagine waking up to find that all of the moments and memories you shared with your loved one never existed. You never met them and all of the time you thought you spent with them had past without you even knowing them. That's what happens to Felix...
