BTS imagines

Undeserving (Jimin)

It's a typical Monday night for you, an evening of scrolling through Twitter, Tumblr, scanning past all the pictures of the one person you didn't want to see right now: Jimin. Don't get me wrong you loved him, with all your heart, so much sometimes that it hurt. And it didn't make sense as to why out of all the beautiful girls around him... He decided to settle on you. You'd frown at pictures of yourself, preferring to have your phone loaded till the last mb was used to save pictures of Jimin instead of yourself. You didn't need a constant reminder of how sickly you looked, Jimin was a ball of sunshine and you were a black hole sucking light out of anything that was beautiful and bright. You'd see comments from netizens when you appeared next to Jimin, "omg what's wrong with her," "why is she dating Jimin oppa," "she doesn't deserve him," the comments crippled the little self-esteem Jimin had struggled to build up in you with constant reminders. There was only so much that his warm embrace could do for you especially when all you wanted to do every time he dragged you outside, was to curl up in a ball and never leave the comfort of the bed you shared with Jimin.

"Y/N! Babe, let's go out. It's such nice weather and it's my one day off. Let's have a date at the park," excitedly jumping up and down Jimin pounced on top of you. Pulling you out of your slumber Jimin slyly stuck his ice cold hands around a small portion of your belly that had peeked out from under your shirt.

"PARK JIMIN! JESUS that's cold," yelping you quickly wrapped the comforter around yourself before turning to glare at your smug boyfriend. 

"Wear a longer shirt then and I won't wake you up like that."

"You do realize most couples wake each other up with breakfast in bed, a kiss.. honestly anything but this." 

"I know babe, but what fun is it being normal?"

Grumbling under your breath you pulled the comforter tighter together as Jimin reached for you smiling "apologetically,"

"You get away from me Park Jimin, I'll hit you. You don't deserve my hugs"

"Shut up and come here Y/N, I know you want to cuddle with me as much as I want to cuddle with you right now."

Smiling defeatedly you let go of your grip on the comforters before carefully placing yourself in Jimin's lap and curling up comfortably. "Fine, but don't think I won't get you back for this!" 

"Yeah sure you will," Jimin retorted while warmly patting your head.

It was moments like these that brought warmth into your heart, how could something so small manage to make everything better? The nightmare you had the night before seemed miles away and your only concern was the nasty morning breath you were sporting. Scrambling out of Jimin's embrace you tried to flee towards the bathroom, before you could even stop foot on the cold hardwood floor, Jimin pulled you back into bed, "Don't you even think about it. I don't care about your morning breath, everyone has it. So you're cuddling with me now, no if's no but's." Pulling you close to his chest, he placed a hand on your hair and aimlessly twirled a stand while quietly whispering all the things he loved most about you.

"You're beautiful"
"You're kind"
"You're funny"
"You're good to me"
"And I love you."