Complicated ( An August Alsina Story)

Chapter 10

August pov
Since miracle was gone I figured I would just chill and relax. I decided since I haven't talked to Kash since our falling out I should give her a call. (Calls Kash)

Kash: "what do you want Aug?"
Aug: " damn ma I cant get no hey or nun?"
Kash: "no now what do you want?"
Aug: "look I'm home by myself stop by."
Kash: " I'll think about it bye."
And with that she hung up. All I could think was damn did I really mess up this time?

Kash pov.
I started to wonder should I go to augs house and I eventually said fuck it and did so. I put on my nike leggings with my nike sports bra then slipped on my channel slides and was out the door. My hair was already in a pony tail so I was good. I got in my brand new B.M.W my brother got me and sped off. As I was driving August brand new song drugs blasted thru my speakers.

I wonder who he was singing about? I finally made it to augs house and hopped out my car. I had a key to his house so I just walked in. August was sitting on the couch watching TV and I couldn't help but to stare. Man he was fine asl God took his time he was just sitting there with his basketball shorts on with out a shirt. His print was just out in the open. I think I was staring to long cause Aug started pinching my thigh.
"Can you stop fucking pinching me damn?" Aug smirked, "well ma I wouldn't have to pinch you if you wasn't staring at me I know I'm fine damn all you gotta do is say the word Kash and I'll bend you over on this couch." His words came off his tongue smooth as he started rubbing my thigh. I had to snap back in reality before I fucked the shit out of him. I'm still mad at him.
" Boy bust don't nobody want to ass anywho where musty at?"
"Ma I'm convinced you jealous of her cause you always got something to say about her. " Nah trust me I'm not jealous Aug you and I both know if I wanted you I could have you." Aug ain't do shit but shake his head.

August pov.
I ain't say shit back cause she was right. I'll drop miracle ass in a second if Kash admitted her feelings to me. I got up to go to the kitchen and brought out the Hennessy I figured we could talk and drink.

2 hours later.
Kash ass is drunk asf bro. I forgot she dont really drink like that her ass only had two cups. It was getting late and she was too drunk to drive home so I was fenna take her to my room so she could gts. I turned off the TV and picked her up. (Kash starts laughing) "What's funny ma?" "Aug you know you fine asf? I mean you daddish asl." I shook my head as I walk up the steps cause I knew that was the liquor talking. We finally made it to my room and I started taking off her leggings so I could put her on some basketball shorts. " Aug if you wanted a taste all you had to do was ask." She laid on the bed cracking up but I tried so hard not to take advantage of her she had her legs wide open and a nigga ain't have no pussy in a min but I knew better so I just slipped on her shorts and made her lay down. I went to the bathroom to brush my teeth then all I heard was Kash crying talking to herself. I open the door to see what's going on but I stop when I hear her say some that caught my attention. "Why don't August love me I give him the world and it's like he don't care only thing he wanna do is be under miracle all day when is he gonna realize that I'm the one for him." I stood there shocked. Kash loves me? I knew she loved me but not in that way. Before I knew it she was knocked out like a light. I made a mental note in my head to ask her about it in the morning till then I layed and bed as Kash turned over and cuddle next to me. Eventually my thoughts drifted into a deep sleep.

Kash pov.
I woke up wondering where tf I was but I realized I was in augs bed. I had the biggest fucking headache ever I turned to find my phone and look at the time when I see it on the night stand next to some Tylenol's and water. I smiled Aug knew I was gonna have a hang over. The smell of food filled my nostrils so I took the Tylenol went to the bathroom and brushed my teeth and made my way downstairs. As I walk in the kitchen I see Aug fixing our plates. He finally turned around and saw me. "Good morning ma." "Good morning." I sat at the chair while Aug brung the food to me. We prayed and ate silently. When we was done Aug just sat there and stared at me. "Whatcha staring at?" "You. Is there something you wanna tell me Kash?" I wanna know wtf he talking bout. "Um no Aug whatcha talking bout?" He took a deep sigh. " Look Kash last night you started crying and confessing your feelings for me. You admitted you loved me Kash." Soon he said that it's like my world came crashing down. I didn't want him to know that. " I don't know what you talking bout Aug." I think that kind of pissed him off cause he whole face changed. " WHAT TF YOU MEAN YOU DONT KNOW WHAT IM TALKIN BOUT? DO YOU OR DO YOU NOT HAVE FEELINGS FOR ME?"  He know I hate getting yelled it. Tears started to form my eyes as I was thinking if I should be honest or not. " Why tf should It matter anyways August you made it clear that you want miracle and not me I'm a jealous bitch remember?" Tears kept coming down. Before he could say shit I grabbed my phone and keys and headed out the door. I heard August try running behind me but I sped up and got in my car and pulled off. By the time I made it to the corner I was in a full blown cry. Why can't I just tell him the truth? Is it because I'm afraid of the reaction? Am I afraid of him not liking me? Or am I just scared to love again? I pulled off again and my phone started ringing before I could look to grab it a car came crashing into my side of the car. My head hit the staring wheel then everything went black.