im in so much pain
that im going to break down
when im in pain
i do stupid things
i dont want to be in pain anymore
but the pain helps me forget
im afraid that im going to die
with all this pain built up inside
no one can save me from this pain
i cant talk to anyone about the pain
they will just think im crazy
and have me take meds
the meds will just make me cause more pain
to myslef or to others
im afraid
but the pain wont stop
no matter what i do
i guess ill just live with it
even though it hurts
pain will foever be with me
everyone as pain
but my pain was cause by the wrong reasons
i just wish that my pain would be freed
but i know that it will never happen
i need to be freed from the pain
but i also need the pain to make me forget
but the pain also make me remember
i cant take it anymore
i need to watch the pain flow out of me
but if i do that then im just hurting everyone around me
