i cut myself to feel the pain
but i bring pain to other
right now i dont care
my life is so confusing at this moment
i dont know what to do
im lost in my own little world
im afraid to be lost forever
theres a lot of this i need to do
in order to be free from this hell
im scared i will break down again
that my world in my head will die
and no one will be able to save me
depression sucks
even though it brings pain to others
i will forever be in pain from the past
even though i cant change that
i will be forever reminded
of what i did in the past