Okay so I'm just gonna start off on another note since I lost my notebook.
Sorry if it confuses you
Im gonna try to rewrite most of it.
----Sunny's POV-----
I went to school.
It was the best
Day
Of my life.
It all started out fine and dandy. I hung out with Dallon, my friend. I've known him for about 6-7 years now? We've been best friends since kindergarten. We had almost every class together. Except gym.
I hate changing in the locker rooms. Exposing my body for everyone to see. So I just sit (in silence) and look at myself in the little mirror while the other girls change. You see, I can't watch the other girls undress and change. I envy them for having all "perfect bodies" (at least in my mind). So I wait until all of them leave. Then I start changing.
So I started changing, hoping, getting mad at myself, for no one to come back in here. I heard footsteps coming from the stairways. "Ha, you know what, I forgot to put my bracelets in my bo-...." a girl said. I quickly ran into the stalls, and locked it.
And being the clumsy, shit ass I am. Fell. Into the toilet. Yup. Two girls must of heard me, because they started laughing and asked if I was okay. Weird. People usually just laugh and go back to what they were doing.
"Oh. Um... Yeah. I'm okay. I was all dressed and walked out. "Oh My God. You look worse." The first girl said.
She was wearing a Blink 182 shirt,and some black short shorts.
The other one had electric green hair cut short, really short like I would like mine, a shirt that said "I wanna believe." Like josh's shirt. And some
"Hi,....." She looked like she actually wanted to know my name. "Sunny..... Hi" I said awkwardly. "My names Vic, short for Victoria, but Vic's better." The girl with the pink hair said.(I swear if nobody gets this reference... I'm gonna go put myself in the trash for real.) ( Its a youtuber, just the name and the hair color) "My names Star. Ironic name I know.... Uh do you need an extra pair of clothes? ..." Star said, the one with the green hair."Um, no im fine, I'll skip gym for today." I said, as I sighed. They still didnt leave me. "Its okay I have an extra pair of clothes." Vic said. Star stood their patiently waiting for her friend. "Here...." She said, while handing me a t-shirt that had Brendon Urie on it. "Uh, sorry it has a singer on the shirt.." She said. "No its GREAT! I actually devoted my life to them.. That sounded creepy." I said, I went to go change, happy that I handled that situation so good? I got out, put my shoes on (I didn't look in the mirror this time), and my hoodie. "Okay, so you wanna... Like walk with us and talk about some music?" Star said.
"Oh! Uh... Sure!" I said as I walked out with them.
That all took 10 minutes.
"You guys okay? You were down there for a long time." The gym teacher said.
"Yeah Sunny here just needed a new pair of clothes cause she fell into the toilet. Sorry won't happen again." Vic said, and we walked. I started talking to them about bands, some fandom's, and how big Brendon Urie's forehead actually was.We also had a small argument about if Tyler or Josh were to die, who would we save.
"Well, if one were to die, the other one who become depressed. The one would have to look down on their thigh or leg, to see that their best friends name on their leg, and start crying, remembering all of the good memories they had together. So, I choose that I die, rather then there be no more Twenty One Pilots." Star said, as the gym teacher rang his whistle ( i doint know that how you spell it but okay)
Gym, was actually pretty fun. We played this game called "Hungry Hippos". There were these borads that had wheels on the bottom, and we all had a partner who rolled us around the gym, grabbing these colored small balls. Willow was my partner. We trusted each other enough to help eachother win. Our Red Team won, and we got to leave the gym first. When I exited the girls locker room, I asked Star and Vic if they had any classes together. Turns out, we all have Art together.
"Hey, do you guys have...." I looked at my schedule. "Art sixth period Mrs. B's class?" I asked both of them. "Actually me and Star both have the same schedule.. So yeah we do. Sorry if that sounded a little sarcastic." Vic said. "Sunnyyy... SUNNY come hereeeee." Dallon called. "Oh KAY" I said looking back down the hall. The bell has rung and we were alnost to our lockers. "So I'll see you in art later then?" I asked giving them back their clothes. "Yeah, I see you have to go, bye!" Star said. "Thanks!" I told them as Dallon pulled me away.
"I think I made some friendsss." I said. He gave me a high five ad a hug. "Well, guess what? DAD JUST ASKED ME OUT!" he said. "WOOP WOOP! YEAH YOU DIDNT CALL HIM DAD TO HIS FACE THO RIGHT?" I asked him. "NAH WHY WOULD I DO THAT? WANNA GO TO THE ROLLER RINK LATER WITH ME?" He asked as we were heading to the lockers. "HELL YAS BIATCH." I said, his excitement is contagious. He smiled. And then he walked away. Yep. 5th period was amazing. Then I started thinking about how we're all heading towards a inevitable death. I still dont know the point of life yet, and question it everyday. How there's really no point in life, since all we are (is an isle of flighless birds, we find our worth in giving birth and stuff.) actually doing is going around the same places, eating the same food, looking at the same things everday, and repeating this cycle over and over and over untill we die. Life is pointless. It's all just a never ending cycle, untill our last breath.
I start to (part two halves of my heart in the dark and I dont know where I should go when the tears and the fears begin to multiply) ponder if I'm ever gonna get a family. So far we havent heard anything from Josh and Tyler. Instead of getting my hopes up, I still go to every. Single. Adoption meeting that I can do. No one wants to adopt me. Josh and Tyler might be the only ones who want to adopt me.
Did Tyler and Josh forget about me?
Don't forget ab bobobo bout me
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Yay I did it!
