BONDAGED LIES

PROLOGUE:BEGINNING OF THE END

A soft moan escaped my mouth as I tried to open my eyes which were so heavy. The first thing I heard was the annoying beeping sound that came beside me . Where there hell was I? I felt as if I couldn't move. My body was so limb. I took a deep breath as I decided to open my eyes again . Successfully I did it. At first it was all blurry. I couldn't quite see things clearly. All I could make from the blurry vision was that I was in a room with coloured cream walls. This was definitely not my room. The last time I checked my room had grey walls with a little bit of black. My vision started getting clearer and I looked around. I looked near the windows and noticed the streaks rays of the sun and I also heard the chirping of birds. It was definitely morning . My mind still tried to register where I was but I still couldn't register where I was. This was definitely not Ronan's room because I couldn't smell his intoxicating masculine scent . Speaking of scents the room was filled with the disturbingly smell of medicine and antiseptics. I always hated the hospital because of that smell. Wait......was I in a hospital? As I tried to move my head, I realized it was the worst idea ever. My head was throbbing really bad. It was like someone had hit my head with a hammer. Holy shit! My tummy was huge. Really huge. How long was I on this bed? Last time I checked I was only three and a half weeks pregnant. Now my tummy was huge. I bet that if I could stand straight I couldn't see my two feet. Yeah it was that huge. I was so dead. Am pretty sure Ronan already knew about this. I was so dead. I didn't tell him about the pregnancy because I was scared of what he would say. Of what he would do to me. I looked around and noticed the black leather book that was neatly placed beside my bed . Double shit! They've found it. It's official am a goner. That meant that Ronan had read it and if he had, he already knows everything. The question is......why hadn't he
killed me yet. He's a man known to show no mercy whatever the consequence. I looked ahead and there he was. Sitting on a comfortable black leather seat. He's expression was completely blank. No emotion. He was watching me,intently rubbing he's chin slowly. My poor heart was being overworked due the hard pumps it was making at the moment. He was the reason for my downfall. I took a really deep breath as I smiled. I needed to show him that his presence was not affecting me but the problem is that it did. I wanted to go and sit on his lap and hug him tightly and tell him how much I love him but will he believe me? I doubt that. I was foolish enough to forget the past and move on with him. I mentally rolled my eyes. This is what happens when you fall in love . Believe me......I know enough of hate to say that love is a beautiful distraction. It attacks you when you least expect it. When your guard is down and makes you submit whether you like it or not. Ronan was still looking at me. The look that always made my toes curl,my tummy to do this crazy dance and my cheeks to turn red. But today it made bile rise in my throat and made me want to hide from him because I knew as a matter of fact he would kill me. I wasn't scared of death. I was just scared of the process of getting there because I knew it would be a dreadful one considering the fact that Ronan would be involved. I rubbed my tummy carefully.

"Mr. Ronan to what do I owe this pleasant visit?" I asked cautiously.

He didn't answer. Just kept looking at me. I decided to try again.

"I know that you already know about my plan so let's cut to the chase and tell me about my death sentence so that I can prepare psychologically,"

He smiled. My heart sped faster. He was smiling. This was definitely not good. I mean, I knew that I would die eventually.....but not after I had finished my job and also not when he didn't know the truth. That black leather book had most of the truth but not all of it. Girls whatever you do, never keep a diary. If it's a must write your own diary in your heart. It will save you a great deal. Trust me. It's a little messy.

I mentally slapped myself. Why did I keep that book in the first place?I should have burnt it before Ronan became a part of my life.

I cannot believe that that black leather book is the only thing that will be the end of me....