Love Has Its Ways

School

Update!!!! Uhmmm.. Hey is anybody reading the Author part? XD.. Anyway I don't know what to say sooo... enjoy reading :)

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CARA's POV

I went for a run. I'm pissed. No, not because of what Karlie said but because of Kendall's reaction. I know I'm being childish, but what can I do I'm hurt. Maybe she only sees me like yeah.. A friend. Should I smile because we're friends? Or should I cry because that's the only thing we can ever be? I sighed. I won't give up though. I don't want to. I'm a Delevingne that's why. I smiled and ran home. I can hear them in my room. I waited outside and heard them. Hey! I'm not eavesdropping! I'm just researching. I smiled at my own joke. 

"there is this one guy..." I heard Karlie say. 

"Go on" Kendall said. I can tell she's quite interested. 

"yes. He's the ex-stalker of Cara." A small silence then Kendall said something. 

"Why Ex?" she asked. 

"he went to a different school in our middle school days soo" Karlie said then laughed. Ugh those days. Karlie continued, "His name is Nat Wolff. He's not really a bad guy, in fact, he only has eyes for Cara". 

WTF Karlie? I'm so embarrassed right now. I know Nat is a good guy but he's just not my type. Too clingy for my taste. And a bit perverted. But he's a good friend, I just hate him most of the time sooo sorry Nat. I smirked. 

"He's quite handsome and I think they have the hots for each other." Karlie said. Bloody hell?!!! a big NO. Just no. Silence. 

"I think you're more perfect for her though." Karlie laughed. I smiled. 

"Yup that's right because she's my best friend!."

'She's my best friend'

'she's my best friend'

She's my best friend'

'she's my best friend'

The sentence kept replaying on my mind like a broken cd. My smile turned into a frown. I pursed my lips. My heart stopped. What the heck? Cara Jocelyn Delevingne stop! Don't cry I ain't changing my mind. BUT. But...But... If it's just what we can be, then I'll be happy for her whatever it is she wants us to be. I'm afraid this is the end for my feelings. I sighed for the nth time since Kendall arrived. I smiled. My smile is just a frown upside down though. In short. FAKE.

"sooo want to watch a movie?" I heard Kendall suggested. "yeah ok."

I heard the doorknob turn. Shit they'll see me. I hurriedly run downstairs and.. I tripped.. on the steps. I grunted. Fuck it hurts. I tried standing up and I did, but my right elbow hurts. 

"Oh my God Cara! Are you alright?" Kendall asked me. I fake smiled a goofy one. 

"Yup! I'm okay." 

"I'll be sleeping now sorry Ken let's watch some other time." Karlie said, smirked at me, and left for the guest room, waving with her back facing us. 

"Good night Karls" Kendall waved back. 

"I guess I'll be sleeping, too." I stated. 

"Don't sleep yet Cara!! Join me!" she smiled and I smiled, too because her's is contagious. 

"no" I teased her. I guess she didn't take it as a joke because she said 

"Ok.." then she glared