Love Has Its Ways

Giving Up

Kendall's POV

Okay sooo... Today is the day before our trip. So I started to pack my clothes, undies, flats and shoes, and toiletries. On my other bag is my phone, charger, wallet & ID, keys, and purse.

I'm at my room in the Delevingne's mansion. After packing, I started to shower. I thought about these past few days. I am still not talking to Cara for your information. I miss her. She is not talking to me so I won't talk to her either. I know, I know. Call it my pride. But did she really have to say that? 

Flashback..."Yeah, keep flirting! Maybe you wanna be his fiance instead."

What's her problem? Ever since I became friends with Harry, she's talking to me less and less AND became rude to me and Harry! What we are arguing about? I don't know. She's so sweet with Nat Wolff. I don't want her being close to him because she's MY best friend. 

She doesn't talk to me anymore. I feel like she doesn't even know me anymore. She's being cold to me. Maybe because she doesn't want to be friends anymore? No. I won't let that happen. I always see her glaring at Harry though, which I'm mad about because Harry is good and nice. A bit nerdy, so he's left out at class, but that's what I like about him.

I left the shower and readied to sleep. I sighed. What will happen tomorrow? I really hope Cara will talk to me tomorrow. I really miss her. I sighed. What is this feeling? Feeling of being left by someone dear to you? Cara...

CARA's POV

I'm resting. Trying to sleep because tomorrow will be a long day. I can feel it. I sighed. I opened my phone and set the music to shuffle. The first one played as if teasing me about what I am feeling right now. Makes me feel shit, but is also true.

Do you remember when I said I'd always be there.
Ever since we were ten, baby.
When we were out on the playground playing pretend.
I didn't know it back then.

I know right? How is it that I know it now? Why do I have to feel this? I'm afraid... And hurt. I hate this.

Now I realize you are the only one
It's never too late to show it.
Grow old together,
Have feelings we had before
Back when we were so innocent

True..But I don't know when to show it.. I mean how? What'll happen? I'm scared of admitting it. It'll ruin our friendship.

I pray for all your love
Girl, our love is so unreal
I just wanna reach and touch you, squeeze you, somebody pinch me
(I must be dreaming)
This is something like a movie
And I don't know how it ends, girl
But I fell in love with my best friend

Yes.. I admit now. You win, Love. I fell in love with Kendall. I hope one day. I can tell this to her without being afraid.

I fell in love with my best friend

Through all the dudes that came by
And all the nights that you'd cry.
Girl, I was there right by your side.
How could I tell you I loved you
When you were so happy
With some other guy?