A Day Without You

Missing Us

I've been trying to reach Maine for over an hour, Its almost 7am there so she should be awake by now.

Why can't I reach her?
I hope nothings wrong.
I hope she managed to get some sleep.
Her eyes are probably all puffy and her enchantingly, beautiful face, tear-stained.

I hope she's okay...
I mean, she's gotta be okay right?

STOP FOOLING YOURSELF RJ!
YOU LEFT HER, HOW CAN SHE BE OKAY YOU ASSHOLE!!!

Ouch! I deserve that....

I know we made a deal not to call each other until I'm settled in NY...

But...

Yeah it's a stupid deal, I know!
I realize that now.

And let's also add the frustrating fact that Im still stuck here in kimono country,
Im freakin' tired and overly-stressed and super hungry...

And...

I TERRIBLY MISS HER.

Damn it Maine, pick-up please!!!

Please baby... I miss you...

It's during these times that I really wish I was Ironman, then I'll be flying back to you in hyper speed!

Aaarrggghhh!
The Gods must be toying with me!

Why must all these fuckin' delays happen today? Today of all days!?

But then again...
It did gave me more time to think...

About my life.
About this apprenticeship.
About Maine.

Well, mostly about Maine.

God I really miss her!
Not to mention our morning cuddles, sneak calls at work, mealtime banters, cheezy messages and bedtime tooooot!

Oops, TMI!

So it worked to my advantage after all.

Fate really has its way of making things complicated and crystal clear at the same time.

I wish I could teleport and pop right beside you in a blink of an eye!

I want to hold you in my arms and kiss you - like, right now...

"ATTENTION PASSENGERS,
JAPAN AIRLINES FLIGHT 6115
BOUND FOR MANILA
IS NOW BOARDING"

Wait for me Maine.

Im coming back home.