power hungry

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I want to be powerful.

I want to be feared.

I want to be intelligent.

I want to be hard working.

I want to be irreplaceable.

I want to date CEOs and be important.

So why am I wasting my time with high school boys? On top of that, why am I wasting my time with guys I don't find physically attractive? Sure, they're funny but a joke or a laugh only lasts for a few seconds. I need men that are going to make me think and challenge me. Why can't I find guys like that? Guys that are attractive and intelligent. Is my self-esteem low or am I ugly too? Why don't I aim higher? Am I not good enough for the guys with promising futures? Do I not have a promising future?


Also, can I stop asking myself so many rhetorical questions?

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