I want to be powerful.
I want to be feared.
I want to be intelligent.
I want to be hard working.
I want to be irreplaceable.
I want to date CEOs and be important.
So why am I wasting my time with high school boys? On top of that, why am I wasting my time with guys I don't find physically attractive? Sure, they're funny but a joke or a laugh only lasts for a few seconds. I need men that are going to make me think and challenge me. Why can't I find guys like that? Guys that are attractive and intelligent. Is my self-esteem low or am I ugly too? Why don't I aim higher? Am I not good enough for the guys with promising futures? Do I not have a promising future?
Also, can I stop asking myself so many rhetorical questions?
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The Diary of An Overthinker
Teen FictionIf you find yourself going over every detail in your head or planning every way this situation could turn out, then you, my darling, love stress & anxiety. You are an overthinker. This is (in short) just my public form of a diary.
