Is it because she's white
Is it because her hair is easier for your fingers to run through
Was her porcelain skin just a little smoother than mine
I don't miss you
I'm not hurt because I lost you
I'm hurt because I wasn't important enough
It's definitely not about you
It's about her
She ruined the way I see myself
It's not about you
It's about the confidence I lost
It is not about you
It's about the effort it takes to tell myself I'm beautiful now
It is for fucking sure not about your cheating ass
It's about me

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The Diary of An Overthinker
Teen FictionIf you find yourself going over every detail in your head or planning every way this situation could turn out, then you, my darling, love stress & anxiety. You are an overthinker. This is (in short) just my public form of a diary.