A/N: Sorry for my long hiatus, everyone! I've gotten tons of comments and PM's to keep working on this fanfiction, and believe me, that's all I've wanted to do as well. I hope that you sincerely enjoy the next two chapters that I am going to be releasing along side each other {one is Sehun's POV, the next will be Kai's}, because what matters most to me is that you all are still enjoying this story <3 This is my favourite ship and I promise I will write them through my eyes and right into your heart ❤
~ExoLovesEggrollSehun's POV:
I don't know exactly why I took his hand. Sheer embarrassment at my weakness and my vulgarness earlier, maybe. But before I knew it, I was unintentionally being helped out of the practice room's wide doorways and into the cold, tattered hallway."K-Kai, you don't have to.."
I stopped mid-sentence to glance to my side in his direction, my arm still wrapped around his shoulder as he limped me down the hall.His gaze was fixed straight ahead, intent and focused like he always had been.
If I had to pick a trait to admire him for, his unbelievable ability to put other's first and still be the most headstrong person I've known would be his strong point.
So, basically everything I don't have.
I bit my lip at the pain that shot through my leg up to my knee as we halted in front of the next practice room's door.
His eyes flickered toward mine in worry."I knew you were still in pain.." he half-whispered, trying to open the door while balancing me on his side at the same time.
"It's- not that bad." I tried to shift away from his side as he was beginning to open the doors causing me to turn and hit the wall on the sides of the door.
As soon as I impacted, he turned quickly to face me, gaze locked on mine at an angle."Jongin-" I looked searched his face as he was breathing heavily.
".. don't scare me like that. You're hurt, please just let me help you-" he sighed, lifting his head to meet my eyes.
"I- I'm sorry.."
I was at a loss for words, he seemed almost emotionally unstable, his breathing had become heavy and he wouldn't stop looking down.
Was he upset? I honestly hadn't meant any harm.. it has been a long day for all of us..
He pulled away from my stance, opening the door swiftly.
Biting my lip softly, I limped inside and slid down one of the glass-lined walls slowly.
I looked up, and Kai was no where to be seen.
Did he just bring me in here to store me until practice was over?
"Did I really anger him that much.." I scoffed, tossing my knee brace to the side and rubbing my swollen kneecap once more.
I looked around the empty practice room.
The group as a whole barely uses this room, it's mostly just for private sessions with our dance instructors or an occasional work-out room.
I lifted my head at the sound of the heavy doors opening once again."Kai.."
He walked in, carrying an ice pouch and some water.
I tried to stand up, but I felt the pain shoot through my knee once more.
Without acknowledging me with words, he simply put the water bottle at my side and held out the cool pack.
I took it carefully."Have I done something to upset you?"
I murmured, placing the cool pack on my swollen knee.
I watched as he started doing his practice stretches, his hair brushed back into his favourite cap."Kai?"
I pushed on, and he paused, looking into the mirror to adjust his stance but continued on with the dance moves.
Why can't he talk to me, why is he always acting so childish?"Jongin-ah!"
I thought I had maybe yelled a bit too forcefully, but he instantly stopped and looked up into the mirror, back to me.
His face looked startled, and he took a second before turning around and facing me once again."Do you know what you did yesterday night actually worried most of the members?"
He said, looking to the side."We are here for you, but yet you feel the need to drink your worries away just like before -"
He paused, taking off his
cap to run his fingers through his hair slowly.
"I wanted to be there for you, we- we all did. But you have to be there for yourself.."I know, I had taken it too far. It wasn't fair of me to do this to my brothers. It wasn't right of me to make them worry.
"I'm- I'm sor-"
I started, but I couldn't finish the words.I kept watching him, as he turned back around to face the mirror. He walked up to it slowly, looking deeply into his reflection.
What he said next was a whisper, I was barely able to make it out. I could hardly believe what I had just heard when he said it himself-"You said my name.."
"What-what do you mean? K-kai?" I mumbled, scratching the back of my head and looking down at my shoes.
He turned to me, his face in a dull but subtle blush.
"You called me Jongin."Quickie A/N: I hope you enjoyed it, don't forget to comment because I love reading your comments. ❤ I had a plan of the next chapter, but I'm still going to be thinking of more ideas. Tell me if you liked this, it's a bit different? Also, if you didn't see my message on my board, REREAD 'Jongins Announcement' AND 'Suspicion'!!! I made MAJOR edits and improvements! Thank you all!!!
~ExoLovesEggroll
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