Why happens when you stop trying. Do you die? Do yo sit and rot? Or do you get your ass up and do something with your life. Why is wrong with you? Why can't you think straight? He wouldn't want you like this. You looked at his Instagram today didn't you?
You wanted to stay away yet you did. I did.
He hangs out with his friends now. Why can't you do that? Oh right, his friends where your friends.
Why can't you go out.
I tried. I tried I really did try. I get dressed and took a shower in the first time in what seems like forever even though it's only been about a week. Why am I so weak. Stop.
Hold your breath. You'll get better.
