Bullied by Luke Hemmings

The Plug

*Sophies POV*

You know that feeling where you know that you need help, but you can't help yourself? Yeah, I feel that right now. I don't know why, but I do.

I feel it right now, actually. I feel a thousand needles getting re-stuck into my arm, sharp pains in my lungs. It literally feels like hell is surging through my body.

I can hear everybody screaming and running in the room, especially Luke. I can hear everyone, except for Mikey. Maybe he just isn't there. That's okay.

I thought I saw him before I fell though. But he wasn't at school that day, or was he?

I hear the doctors, I feel them, smell them all around me, poking and prodding all over my body. I feel the hose down my nose, I'm assuming they're helping me breathe.

Maybe I should be dead.

Maybe I shouldn't be alive right now.

What if I'm not alive? Maybe I'm dead.

What should I feel about this? Why don't I hate this?

I feel the needles slowly stop being stuck into my body and instead, there was this cold feeling throughout my skin. I felt it all the way from my head to my toes.

I can't open my eyes. Or move. What is happening and why?

I thought I was fine.

I can, however, hear everything that is going on around me.

The beeping of the heart monitor. The doctors murmuring to each other about me. Luke, Ashton, and Calum all crying. I feel their cold hands touch me, begging for me to open my eyes.

I really wish I could open them. It's so hard, though. I do know what to do.

Do I just lay here, listening to them crying for me?

I hate this.

Wait, what if I die?

Maybe I'm already dead.

*Luke's POV*

¨Sophie! Wake up!¨ I feel my heart literally breaking inside of my chest. Why her? Who would do this to her?

She is in so much pain right now, and I can't do anything to help her.

The doctors can barely do anything.

¨She has been put into a medically induced coma. It was the only thing that we could have done to keep her heart and lungs stable. Without the life support she will most likely die, though.¨

The doctor is kind in the way he says the horrific news.

¨She will most likely die because of the lung failure. So, the life support is the only thing helping her right now. When she dies, it's going to be from the lung failure or from the plug being pulled. There is a very small chance of survival, though. I'm so sorry, Mr. Hemmings.¨ He says, taking another glance at her before walking away.

I turn to Ashton that is absolutely broken. His face is so red and puffy from crying and screaming. I can't imagine that mine is any better, really.

Calum didn't really know her, but he is crying. It's probably because of me and Ash.

God, she's in a coma. She will most likely die in it.

I'll never get to hear her beautiful voice again.

I wipe my face and grab her hand that is stuffed with needles.

I kiss her hand softly, getting tears on it. I never wanted something like this to happen to her.

¨I'm sorry, Sophie..¨ I say, letting go of her hand and walking over to Ash and Calum.