Yuri on Ice! (Various x Reader) DISCONTINUED

Viktor Nikiforov

We all know that three words means I love you, but what is behind it? Does I love you or does that three word means a lot? what if it just a game that when you give up, you end up being sad.

Viktor Nikiforov , your two years boyfriend he is the longest relationship you have but what does he mean by that. Surprisingly tomorrow is the two years anniversary of the two of you and sadly he suddenly break up with you.

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Viktor wakes up with an ordinary day, no one messages him because the person he loves? he broke her heart and now he feels guilty for it but for him it's for the best.

Then he went to his living and saw a white envelope with a rose beside it. He walk closer and inspect it then he open it as he read he was confused who is the one who wrote it and give it to him.

> " ℹ︎ " <
Good Morning Viktor! You might be a bit curious who is this creep but you'll know me in end, first i want you to eat the food that i cooked for you. And get ready

We might broke up but i'll treat you special for the last time. After you eat , go to a place that your special someone loves to go and the place were she smile.
" ℹ︎ " means i adore you, i missed you, i cherish and loved you. I , I am the one that you might not really missed but I want to make my last moment seeing you smile because ℹ︎ love you

Then he blinked twice then just followed what the letter . As he done eating, he get ready and think something, his special someone then he first think you then he remembered you loved quiet place and that is the garden that you always go.

As he is there, He saw a red balloon with a white envelope, he walk through it and open the envelope. And this time it has a picture.

" Love "
You really read huh? okay i feel great at seeing you , and that you follow what i say, now looked around and looked for a small street there is a special person who will tell you where am i ;)

" Love " love is were you show your attraction with the person you love and love can also hurt why? love brings you in a happy side walking forward to sad side. But i don't care about it because love teach me how to LOVE you.

He smiled and did what the letter say, he walk a bit far then saw a small gate and the street which is really small then he saw a familiar face. And it was yuri, his eyes are sore like he just cried a lot, then he tells you to continue walking and you'll reach it. He was confused for a moment but just keep going.

   " You "
You're almost there but i want you to be brave and don't be shocked if you give up you'll end up crying over me. The next place is where i am staying and i can't..... wait to see you

" You " means you are precious to me and yes i cherish you more than anything. You show me everything and now YOU most know that it doesn't mean i don't show any love doesn't mean i don't love you maybe sometimes i'll just do it to make people quiet and stop bothering us. YOU showed be everything in this world and i'm thankful about that, i can't thank enough because my time is now but always remember YOU deserve someone and that is not me , you'll know why in end

He continued walking until he was in a hospital he was curious why is he there then a nurse smiled and said something. It said a room number then Viktor just went there still confused what is happening.

Then he saw the door and the room number, he opened it and saw most of his friends crying over a no life person, soon his tears fells down and his knees were weak that he was sitting in the floor and can't even looked at the person, and it was (Your name / Last name ) lying in the hospital bed not breathing not giving you chance to see does sweet smiles.

Then Yuri Katsuki reach a white  envelope to Viktor as all of them leave Viktor a moment with you. He opened the door and begin to read

Dear Viktor,
I'm sorry i couldn't reach it, i fight for it but my soul body just give up i don't know why but i really want to see your smile, you finally know that it was me, i was really grateful that you became mine and i'm yours . And i'm thankful that you break up with me because i don't want to see you crying over to me, i know your reasons and i understand it.

Thank you Viktor for making me feel special for my short life time in earth, you are my everything and i'll be here to guide you and i'll be your guardian angel. Thank you and I love you for last

He cried he didn't know what to say because you are now lifeless not even smiling at him . He feel bad for breaking your heart. Mila, your best friend said the cause of your death and he was shock .

"(Your name) she didn't want to tell you about her leukemia because she loved you." Mila said a bit said

He went out and cried, how could he not notice it? how could he NOT? but he couldn't bring it back.. your eternal life has ended broken heart with a smile.

"I'm sorry (Your name) i-i love you i'm sorry..." he whispered and went home keeping the sad news with him . Then he remembered the last thing you said to him that makes him cried.

" Hey! cheer up! nothing is gonna happen if you'll sit there, stand up and fight for it! I'm here okay? always remember that you silly "

He just wish he could bring back what he just done but it's all too late
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I wish i could bring back past so that my best friend is still here :')))) Its been 8 years since she left me and now i'm missing her knowing that i'm so weak to face the fact the she is gone. I experience depression for 6 years and now it returns....

I'm so sorry if i'm emotional lol okay bye