Viktor Nikiforov

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by azuosa

by azuosa

"(Your name)..Viktor is getting married.."

The pain suddenly came and tears has been flowing, my hearts hurt so much. But he already made a decision. I wipe my tears but still it doesn't stop, I stood up and walk through my bedroom and lay down. The sadness wrapped it arms around me that makes me so sad that I want to die.

It was morning, I don't know what happened last night but my eyes are swallowed, it kind of hurts. I went to the bathroom and realized I fell asleep crying, I haven't changed my clothes. I took a long bath. I stayed in the bathtub looking so lifeless.

"Why? Why did you left me.."

I keep asking myself if I did something wrong, or it just I'm not perfect enough for him. Then my phone rings , I just heard it. I get out of the bath and change into a comfy clothes, I didn't go to the office because I'm not okay facing everyone with this face.

I grabbed my phone and open it, it's a message from Yuri. Then for some reason my tears suddenly flow down, what is really wrong with me?.

"(Your name) tomorrow is the wedding and you're invited.."

Why is it so fast? Why now? I haven't move on yet?.. I still love you ? Vikto..what did I do to deserve this? I thought you love me...

FAST FORWARD- ZE WEDDING

The wedding was nice, his wife is sure beautiful but I wonder how does it feel if I'm that person, who stand beside him and emotionally says our vows.

I just smiled the whole time I didn't make them think that I'm a weak person. And then Viktor came and talk to I smiled, he looked so happy..

"I'm sorry.."

Why are you apologizing to me? I fake chuckles at him and smiled I told him it's fine, I already move on, but I haven't.

My day ends pretty good.. I guess. I'm happy to see him happy and i'm fine about it. He did make out to me, but it was a friendly way, I'm fine about it because..

He made me smile for the last time.

THE END