Little cakes dream

Little Cakes Dream #1

Waking up early after a late night is one big hell of punishment anyone can ever imagine to be. But when you gotta go back to the routine life after Christmas holidays, yes your bed hugs you tight and it's a tug of war between bed and brain.

I was getting ready off minded when I felt something heavy in heart. My thoughts started wavering about the things happened on the same day.

Quote I read flashed, that exactly sums up the things going on over that shitty mind of mine," Ever wondered how different your life would be if that one thing never happened "

I bet everyone would have once crossed a phase where being among your loved ones still felt a vacuum in the heart,feel of missing something, the feel of missing your own soul, missing that special one yet moving on with a smile that hides our pain.

I was walking on the same road as on that day I did, I boarded the same bus as on I went on that day, I crossed the same buildings as on that day, everything was the same but different.

Gardens I crossed while walking looked lifeless , people on the bus looked zombies, buildings were looking devastated. Same things once put a smile on my face looked dead as doornail.

I felt cold all of sudden that's when I realised the tears rolling down my cheeks.

Heart : that was a good memory to be cherished

Brain: forget and move on.

Heart : it gives you the meaning of life

Brain : it sucks the remaining life out of you.

Heart : wish I could live the same day again and again for eternity.

Brain : wish I could be a computer to erase it permanently.

I reached at my desk when my brain won the game of love and hate.

Rest of the day went like the fastest of the fastest train in the world. Works pilled up had kept me away from listening to the commentary of the greatest fight between heart and brain.

How long a work can save you when the time runs out and darkness closes in. No one would have ever escaped from their Quickthought which always sinks you so fast than a Quicksand.

I rolled over the bed to avoid thinking about one thing that torments me all time..

I sat up on my bed and mumbled Wish that one thing never happened......