tears are rolling down my face
as I think of the words you used to say
you made me believe you were
different
and made me believe I was okay
it was just an act
that you can never take back
once again you make me question my
life
as my wrist meets the knife
it's like you were a drug
that I thought could save me
but I was wrong
and that's all I could ever be
(j.s)