"Honey you have to. You will feel better." he said. "Dad, i really don't want to go in there. I'm scared." i said. "You don't have to be scared. If you want to, i can go in there with you." he said. "I think that would be better..." i said. He smiled a little bit and the door opened and the woman from earlier stood there. "Jennifer Henderson." she said. I stood up and Logan stood up too.
The woman looked like she was in her early 20s. She was staring at Logan and i glared at her. She looked at me and then looked at the ground.
The woman showed us the way to a room and Logan and i walked inside.
I saw a woman sitting on a chair at a table. She looked really nice. I bet that she's almost 40.
"Hello i'm Mrs. Marshall and i bet that you're Jennifer." she said and smiled. "Yes i am." i said "And that's Logan. My dad." "Nice to meet you two. You two can sit down." she said and pointed to a big couch.
We sat down and Mrs. Marshall grabbed a piece of paper and a pen. She sat down in front of us and said "So Jennifer, why are you here."
"I'm always having some flashbacks from when i lived with my dad. He abused me...and as i lived in the Orphanage i started to cut." i said. As i said it i looked at Logan and his eyes widden and he looked at me. He was shocked.
"I-i didn't know that you cut." Logan said. "I'm sorry that i didn't tell you that i cut, dad." i said. He looked like he was about to cry because i saw that tears started to form in his eyes. "Dad, please don't cry." i said sad.
He was looking at me but didn't say a word. "Daddy." i said. "Promise me one thing." he said. "What would that be?" i asked. "Promise me that you will stop to cut. If you stop i wont tell your other dads about it." he said. "I'll try." i said. He hugged me and kissed the top of my head.
As we pulled away from the hug Mrs. Marshall said "Ok, tell me more about when your dad abused you."
I actually didn't want to talk it but i think i have to...
*30 minutes later*
"So, that's it for today." Mrs. Marshall said. I was actually happy that it was over because i hate to talk about my dad and stuff that he did to me.
"So, Jennifer." she said. I looked at her and she said "I want you to come back next week." "Okay." i said. "When should she come back next week?" Logan asked. "At the same day and at the same time." she said. "Ok, see you next week." Logan said and stood up. I stood up too and shook her hand then we left.
We got in the car and as we were driving Logan asked "So kiddo, do you feel any better?" "A little." i said. We arrived at home and before i got out of the car Logan said "You will be totally fine if you go and see Mrs. Marshall more often." "I hope so, dad. Will you go with me the next time?" i asked. "If you want to, Boo." he said and kissed my forehead. We got out of the car and walked inside the house. The boys were sitting on the couch and they were playing video games. I sat next to James and asked "Can i play with you guys?" He looked at me, raised an eyebrow and asked "Do you really want to?" "Yes." i said.
After we played for a little bit i got hungry. I don't want to eat because i think i'm fat but i'm really hungry. I decided to just go upstairs. "Dads, i'm tired i'll take a nap." i said as i stood up. "Okay honey." Carlos said. "I'll get you when dinner is ready." Kendall said.
I walked upstairs and walked to my bedroom. I actually didn't want to sleep. I laid down on my bed and grabbed my phone. I decided to check my Twitter. The last time that i've been on twitter was a long time ago.
I logged into my twitter and saw that i had a few more followers and some new mentions. I replied to my mentions and followed everyone back who followed me. I put my phone away and turned the tv on. I sat down at my couch who was close to the tv. After like 20 minutes there was a knock at my door. "Come in." i said.
The door opened and Kendall walked inside. "Hey Boo, Dinner is ready." Kendall said. "Ok thanks for telling me dad, i'll be down in a minute." i said. He walked downstairs and i turned the Tv off and stood up and made my way downstairs. I walked in the kitchen and the boys already sat around the table. I sat between Kendall and Logan and we started to eat.
After Dinner i helped Carlos and James to clean the kitchen. As we finished i walked in the living room and sat on the couch next to Kendall.
We watched a movie and during the movie i started to feel really tired. I closed my eyes for a second and fell asleep.
To be continued...♡
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Sorry for the long wait. I didn't had that much time to write the last few days. Anyways, i hope you enjoy it. :)
Much Love, Jenny. ♥
