Hey, could you please tell me if i should continue to write this Story because i'm not so sure about it...
Much Love, Jenny.♥
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We walked inside the mall and Kendall asked "So Jennifer . What would you like to do first?" "Uhm...i don't know." i said and looked around the mall. The Mall is really big, i've never been here before. "Let's buy you a phone." Calos said. We walked to the apple store and the guys bought me a iPhone 5s, a laptop and a iPad. "Guys, you didn't need to buy me that much stuff." i said as we walked out of the apple store. "But we want to sweetie." James said and kissed the top of my head. "Where would you like to go next?" Logan asked. "Forever 21." i said. "Sure." Logan said and we went to Forever 21 and i bought a lot of clothes.
After 2 hours of shopping James said "Okay Guys i'm really hungry. We should get something to eat or i'll die." "Okay okay." Kendall said and laughed a little. "Come on." Carlos said and we walked to Mc Donald's. "What would you like to eat?" James asked and wrapped his arm around my shoulder. "Nothing." i said. James looked at me and asked "Oh really?" "Yup, i'm not hungry." i said. I was hungry to be honest but the boys can't know that i'm starving myself. My stomach growled and James looked at me and said "Oh, i know that you've been lying. We'll get you something to eat young lady." They bought the food and we sat around a table and all of the boys were eating. I looked at my food and Kendall said "Come on, eat something." I looked at him and said "I can't." "You can." Carlos said. "No, i can't." i snapped at him.
They looked at me and i said "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to snap at you, Carlos." "It's ok honey." Carlos said. "Please eat something." Logan said and looked at me a little sad. "But i can't." i said. "We're just worried about you." Logan said. I sighed and eat a little bit. They looked at my food that i didn't eat and they sighed. I looked at them and saw their worried expressions. I eat all of the food just to make the boys happy.
After another 2 hours we were finally at home again. I put all of my new clothes in my closet.
"Can you come downstais?" i heard Kendall say. "Sure, wait a minute." i said. I changed into a sweatshirt and a pair of sweatpants. I walked downstairs and the guys were sitting on the couch in the living room. I sat between Logan and Kendall on the couch. "What's up?" i asked. "We wanted to tell you some rules." James said. "Go on." i said.
"1. You're going to eat Breakfast, Lunch and Dinner. 2. Don't curse. 3. Every second weekend we're spending the weekend together." Kendall said. "I can't eat 3 meals." i said. "You have to. Jenny, you're so skinny. You have to eat something." Logan said. Yes of course i'm skinny because i'm anorexic but i can't tell the guys. They would worry more about me. I don't want to argue with them so i just agreed.
"Jenny?" Logan asked. "Yeah?" i asked and looked at him. "Can i talk to you for a few minutes?" he asked. "Sure." i said. We stood up and walked in my bedroom and sat down on the couch in my room. "I know that you're anorexic." he said. My eyes widen and i looked at him and said "How did you find out?" "Actually it was just a thought but now i know that you're anorexic because you asked how i found it out." he said. I looked at my hands in my lap. He put his hand on my knee. I looked at his hand said and that reminded me of my dad a little bit.
I was alone at home like most of the time. I was sitting in the living room and watched cartoons. Suddenly the front the opened. My dad was walking inside the living room and he grabbed my arm and i could smell alcohol. He was drunk...again. "Hey baby girl." he said and sat me on his lap. His hand was on my knee. I looked at him disgusted. His hands wandered under my shirt and he started to 'touch' me. I tried to stand up and he said "Don't you dare to walk away you little bitch." He slapped me through the face. He laid me down on the couch and started to undress me. I know what was going to happen next...
I suddenly stood up and tears streamed down my face. "Did i do something wrong?" Logan asked. "N-no dad. You didn't do something wrong." i said "I just had some flashbacks." It was the first time that i called on of the boys my dad. "It's okay baby. He won't hurt you." he said and hugged me tight "You should get some rest." I nodded and i walked to my bed and laid down. Logan kissed the top of my head and said "I'll wake you up when dinner is ready."
I closed my eyes and i heard that he left the room and then i fell asleep
*Logans POV*
I walked downstairs and the boys were sitting on the couch. I sat down next to Kendall and sighed. "What's wrong?" Carlos asked. "Jenny's anorexic." i said. All of them looked shocked. "W-what?" James stuttered. "She's anorexic." i said "I was talking to her and put my hand on her knee to calm her down but then she didn't answer and suddenly she stood up and she was crying. I asked what happened and she said that she had a flashback. We need to get her help. I don't want that something happens to her." "Yes, we should get her some help." Kendall said. "I bet that she has some kind of trauma." Carlos said. "That could be possible. I'll call a doctor later." Kendall said.
