how my heart is set up

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4 different loves
one winter break
i'm wise enough to realize reciprocity is always in my favor
i have always been intrigued with the concept of eternity
and it's exhausting trying to suppress that
ive been doing that too long
monogamy is not fair to a heart like mine
i got life times of love i still hold on too and i think after each of those lives
i found all of you in this one
the universe mocks timing when it comes to me and my indecisiveness
i just want my love to spread like butter on burn toast
that has an oven ready to warm up anything you let turn you cold
i don't know if it makes me selfish to crave different loves
i want a variety pack of love even if it comes with 5 packs on gummies and only 3 in the bag
the idea of falling in love a million times fonds me
the nervous laughs
the quick glances with slightly naughty smirks
the long stares when the person is paying attention to everything but you
the in sync Acappella break outs off us having the same song in our head
as our bodies get set on fire
by the gas we smoke
and the flame in our souls
the congruency and parallelism
of us in our muses
stimulating that over and over again
will never grow old to me
and even when it hurts
and the nectar of all that dries out to bitterness
my love with never run out
i will remember all of you and give you a piece of my heart
as a souvenir in the memory of adventure ,
growth and time well spent
with the only the purpose of re gifting that
to show whom ever else you come in contact with
love that wild does surely exist
in a world small enough to limit it to one person

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