My feelings

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I slowly walked to my house while tears falling down my face. I couldn't believe that I would fall for a jerk like him.(Sobbing) Why would I even fall for you even though I know I will never get the same love back. Do I really love you that much Chanyeol?  Why do you have to be in my life, if you weren't in my life this wouldn't happened. Do you really think you can really play with people hearts carelessly like their a piece of toy. Why Chanyeol, Why did you make me fall for you so easily like this. Now that fell for you, there no turning back for me.

I opened the door to my house and stepped in. I heard my mom cooking dinner for me but I didn't care. I walked to room when my mom spotted me.
Mom:"Darling how was school today? Darling are you okay, your eyes are red? Did you cry?"
I didn't want to bother with these questions so I walked away to my room. I heard my mom yelling my name to come down stairs and eat dinner.
You:"Mom I'm not hungry."
Mom:"Okay, at least come downstairs and do something instead of staying in your room."
I slowly walking down stairs following her orders and sat down on a chair. She look suspiciously at me then she frowned.
Mom:"I know something happened darling, you can't hide it from me."
I couldn't hold my tears anymore and burst out crying. My mom looked at me sadly.
Mom:"It's okay, mom here to listen to your worries, sadness and happiness." She smiled sadly.
You:"Mom, thank you for being there for me." I sobbed.
Mom:"No problem sweetie, now tell me what happened.
You:"I like this guy in school but he a playboy...." I looked down sadly.
Mom:"Oh Y/N, I was just like you when I was younger." She smiled sadly.
You:"What did you do? What was your choice?"
Mom:"Well that's your choice darling."
You:"I don't know mom, that's why I need help mom...."
Mom:"Just do what your hearts tells you honey then that would be your choice."
I thought for a second and finally I made my mind.
You:"Thanks mom, I think my mind is telling me the right thing." I tried to smile.
Mom:"Okay darling, if your happy I'm happy too." She smiled.
I slowly walked back to my room and shut the door. I lay on the bed looking at the ceiling, is my choice the right choice? I was in deep thought that I fell asleep.
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(Next day)

I was walking to school looking down, thinking if my choice is right or not. I didn't notice but bumped into someone. I didn't care who it was, I looked away like they weren't even there. I was going to walk away but they grabbed my wrist.
???:"Y/N please talk to me, I'm sorry I made a mistake, I would never do that anymore I swear...so please Y/N...."
I knew who it was already but I didn't bother to look at them. I shook my hand out off their grip and walked away like nothing happen. I felt like crying knowing I hurt their feeling but I'm Y/N the bravest girl. I proceeded to my classes  still feeling hurt. I walked in the class and sat down at my desk. I slam my bag on the desk and sighed. I messed up my hair in frustration. Urgh what should I say to him? Did I make the right choice? I couldn't stand the fact that I had to choose between saying yes or no to him. But then a answer popped in my head. At that right moment he came in the classroom. He ran to me and stopped at my desk.
Chanyeol:"Y/N...please listen to me."
I stood up from my chair and walked out of the classroom. He ran after me and grabbed my wrist. When he grabbed my wrist I knew the answer to my choice.
You:"Chanyeol please let go of my hand, I'm done with your games and jokes and I'm done with you too." I shook my hand out of his grip.
I walked away acting all cool but deep inside it hurts.
It's hurts to leave the ones you loved.
And it's hurts to know that you reject the one you loved.
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(Author-nim)

Sorry for the long wait, I been studying and doing homework for school. I hope you still liked my story. ANNYEONG!

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