The it girls Demi, Miley and Selena

Chapter 20

Selena's Pov

I'm getting ready for Justin and I's date. Ever since the party I have been thinking more about who I want more, Nick or Justin. Alex won't stop asking me who I will choose,  I haven't seen or spoken to Nick in a few days, which is odd because he told me he was going to talk to me.

Why am I so stupid, I should just get Nick out of my head. I walk slowly to my closet and pick out a dress. I go and have a shower.

-On date-

"Are we there yet?" I ask pleading for a answer.

"No we are not there yet sweet cheeks" he lets a smirk dance on his lips, and I let out a little grunt.

"we're here" Justin informs me, "we are?" I let out a little squeal

"No I'm just playing with you" I look at with him eyeing him and say "I will get you back."

We finally get there and I can't believe the place he took me.

"Are you sure you want to eat here?" I really don't want to eat here, it's very expensive. "Anything for the queen." I slightly chuckle.

Justin takes my hand, and leads me to the restaurant. I like the way he makes me feel, I'm never a rebound to him. "Thanks Justin, you don't understand how you make me feel." Justin turns red but fixed himself. "You never have to thank me, you are beautiful and I will try my best to make you feel like the only girl in the world.

--After date--

Justin takes me home and I invite him in. I take Justins hand and lead him to the couch. "Let's play twenty questions." I look at Justin with ny puppy dog eyes and he nods in agreement. 

"What kind of things do you like about me?" I mumble needing reassurance that I'm not a complete slut. "The thing I love about you is that, you never play with guys, you are beautiful, and you I think your very intelligent." I accidentally let out a few tears, I now know that Justin likes me.

"what's wrong beautiful?" he wipes the tear off my face. "It's just no one has ever said those words to me before."

"You seriously should be told that your beautiful everyday by someone that loves you." I look up and Justin and I's face are inches apart. I lean in, so does he. Our lips move in sync, there was so much passion in every move. Justin cups ny fave and deepens the kiss, I move to his neck and he let's out a little moan.

"Do you want to go up stairs?" Justin nods, and I lead him to my room.

(And you know what happens;)

(A/N)

I'm sorry this isn't interesting, I had to go to the hospital because I relapsed:/ and the doctors told my parents that I haven't been eating and my cutting is real bad so I have to get help:( I'm really pissed but I know I need help:) thx for reading my little sob story:/ Post soon:* ILYSM stay strong,  if you ever need to talk I'm here for you:) kik me @lostfaithinyou