Part 22

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Selena's pov

Tears fall down my face, one by one. I feel so guilty. I know I've done something bad, I wish I could just run away and hide, hide in a hole where no one will ever find me or pass judgement on me.

Justin's just standing there trying his hardest not to cry. I put my hand on his cheek, he slaps it off. "I can't believe I had sex with you." He starts walking, I run to him and try to explain. "Justin I didn't" I was cut off by him. "I thought you were different, I guess I'm the fool." I didn't know what to say all I could do I run away.

I ran to my car, all I could think about is how I hurt the most important people in my life. I don't know where to go.

I soon decide to go the one person who couldn't hate me. Or could they? I knock on the door and wait for a person to answer. The door opens, "what are you doing here?" He looks like a mess. "I didn't have anywhere else to go." I start breaking down in tears. "Fine, but be quite. Joe is with someone." I nod and walk in.

"I'm so sorry Nick." I sit down in the couch and he passes me some tissues. "It's my fault Selena." I shake my head in disagreement. "If I hadn't of fallen for you, then you wouldn't have kissed me."

"I would have kissed you anyways." I laugh a little. "Yeah right." He puts his hand on my knee. "Selena, I have always loved you, sure I love Miley but last year when you told me you loved me, I started forming very strong feelings for you." This can't be happening, not right now.

"Nick we can't talk about this, about 'US.' "We need to talk about us." Why does this guy think there's an US? I just f^cked everything up because of him. "I can't do this right now, Nick I just lost Miley, my former best friend."

"I know, it's just hard. I love her but I don't want to be with her." I let out a loud sigh. "Selena, I love you but I need to know if you love me." I was about to talk when I heard a loud laugh coming from Joe's room. It sounded like Demi. "Who is Joe with?" I sounded a little desperate to know. "I don't know, she was covering her face when she went up stairs.

"Are you going to answer my question or not?" I take a deep breathe and begin to talk. "Nick I don't think love can describe what I feel about you, but I can't be with you because of Miley; if she doesn't forgive me soon I will promise I will go out with you." He smiles and kisses my cheek.

"Selena how could you." I look up
and it's no other then Demi. I can't speak or move. "It's just a kiss on the cheek." Nick tries to explain, but Demi cuts him off. "I stood up for you right in front of Miley, I can't believe both of you." I am fed up with Demi at the moment.

"Are you serious? Demi you are way to quick to speck. I know you have a thing for the teacher, and now your sleeping around with Joe." Demi just stood back, looking more pissed than before. "You are so right Selena, I do have a thing for the teacher, but don't you ever think just for a second that I would just sleep around, never in a million years." And with that she walked away.

This can't be happening, I just lost Demi, and this time she's not going to forgive me. I try to run after her but she was long gone. Nick tried his hardest to calm me down but he wasn't successful.

I get in my car and drive, my tears are making my eye sight blurry. And the rain is not helping either. Fuck my life. Just when I was about to turn when everything went black......

A/N: idk why this chapter is so depressing but idc:P I'm gonna end this story soon:( I just want to end one of my story's. Who likes teen wolf? Bc I want to do a teen wolf series but Demi as the protagonist:) I'll probably start it when I finish this😅

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