Rent-A-Twink || L.S.

never ending dream

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Harry had come over a couple times since the evening that Louis was told that his mother was dying soon. Louis hadn't told Harry what happened but Harry could tell Louis was depressed. All he wanted was sex, and it kind of hurt Harry.

Louis pushed Harry onto the bed shredding both of their clothes. Louis grabbed the lube squirting it all over Harry's dick once he had put a condom on it.

Louis immediately sat down on it bouncing up and down wasting no time on foreplay. He just wants to feel good. To feel alive.

Ever since the incident in high school, Louis felt like he was there but not existing. Like he was just floating in the universe's oblivion. He was a blob in a huge picture. Like he was in a never ending dream. A fuzzy haze of delirium and pleasure.

Harry grunted as Louis bent forward arching his back as he continued to bob on Harry's dick with his ass. Louis's face screwed up in pain, not physically but emotionally. He hated himself.

Harry put an assuring hand on Louis's forearm with a concerned face since Louis seemed as if he was hurting. Louis looked him in the eye and shook his head silently saying it was nothing.

Harry opened his mouth to say something but Louis quickly ducked down and stuck his tongue down Harry's throat. He didn't want to hear it. To hear anything. He wanted to get fucked. That's all he's good at anyway.

What a slut Louis thought to himself Harry only acts like he cares cause he wants a good fuck

Louis snapped out of it when Harry harshly grabbed his arms after sitting up so his face was level with Louis's. Louis then noticed he was crying.

"Stop it. Don't look at me like that." Louis said as he pushed Harry back down onto the bed and started to bounce on Harry again ignoring the burn of his tired thighs.

Harry grunted "Fuck, like what..?" He asked as he clenched his jaw closing his eyes.

Louis's eyes were screwed shut in pleasure and also by willing the tears to go away "Like you care"

Harry opened his eyes with a frown but he was still in paradise "What are you talking about? Of course I care." Harry scoffed but it turned into a moan as Louis licked along Harry's chest.

"That's all you all ever do." Louis said hurtfully classifying harry with the other disgusting men who buy Louis off "You act like you care. Like you see me as a human being instead of a toy. In reality, you just want a hot fuck that you don't have to worry about in the morning.." Louis said with angry tears running down his face.

Harry flipped them over so he was now on top of Louis and harshly thrusted into him "What the fuck are you talking about? I care about you, so much, of course I do." The way Harry said that last sentence sent chills down Louis's spine. Harry sounded like he meant it.

Louis screamed as Harry started pounding into him frustrated "don't lie"

Harry bent down and kissed Louis "I'm not, I swear" Harry then looked into Louis's eyes. His gaze burned down and Louis actually saw Harry. Like actually saw him and then Louis realized. 

He was in love with Harry.

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Harry and Louis both finished and Harry didn't ask Louis about his mood swing since he had a feeling Louis didn't want to talk about it. Now the two were laying there smelling like sweat and sex.

Louis licked along Harry's jawline loving the taste of Harry's skin. Harry breathed softly and stared up at the ceiling limbs sprawled out completely naked. Louis was also nude but was curled up on Harry's chest.

Louis kissed Harry's neck before saying "I'm moving to Chicago."

Harry tensed up "What?"

"I think I need to get away" Louis said blankly as he rested his head on Harry's chest and traced Harry's swallow tattoos.

"Why?" Harry said in a broken whisper. Louis sounded empty.

"My mom died earlier this morning." Louis said in a crackly voice, barely audible.

Harry immediately threw his arms around Louis hugging him tightly to his chest as if he was never gonna let go. Louis's eyes widened and he was taken by surprise.

"I'm so sorry Lou, I had no idea..." Harry said in a low voice holding Louis close.

"I already found an apartment at an affordable price. I just need to send in the application form." Louis said softly.

Harry's arms tightened "You can't go"

Louis scoffed "Why?" Louis didn't have any friends here. He lived by himself. He was in love with a guy who saw him as a slutty fuck, or so he thought.

"Because..people would miss you..." Harry said in a whisper as louis looked up into his eyes. Both of their hearts were pounding.

"Like who?" Louis said in an angry tone. He felt like Harry was unknowingly mocking him.

"Me."

"Okay."

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