My Little Swan

I have to

"Oh my god I'm so sorry!" A lower female voice said as 18-year-old Regina stood there covered in coffee. Her eyes were wide and she was looking down at her now ruined dress. "I..shit let me buy you a new dress." the girl said and Regina was about to snap. Her head whipped up but she faltered as she laid Eyes on the pretty blonde with crystal blue eyes in front of her. She reminded her so much of Emma apart from her eyes.

Her physique was similar to Emma's, she was toned and well built and her heart ached for blonde she left all those years ago "it's okay." she whispered. The girl smiled and Regina blushed, "I'm Regina" she said holding out her hand which the blonde took without question "Maleficent.. but most call me Mal." she winked.
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Regina sat at her desk with her head in her hands and her eyes closed tight. She fought back tears and images of her and Emma kissing.. of what happened, they flooded her mind and her heart clenched. She had cheated on Mal, and that wasn't even the worst part. What was worse is that she wanted to do it again. She wanted more from Emma, all of her. "What am I gonna do?" She whispered.

She couldn't just throw her entire relationship out the window for some girl.. but Emma wasn't just some girl. She was Emma.. her Emma. The girl that always took care of her, always made sure she was safe and loved and god how she missed her. She needed Emma more than she needed air.

She ran her hands down her face and looked up at the empty classroom, she leant back in her chair and sighed. She knew she was in a bad place, she knew she was safe with Mal, not anymore. Things with her weren't always so bad, actually the opposite in fact. Mal use to be sweet and loving and kind. She use to kiss Regina; hold her, love her, cuddle with her. But something changed a few years back and if she was honest with herself, Regina knew the reason she had stayed this long. She was waiting for the girl she use to know to come back.

She shook her head, she couldn't leave her. She couldn't give up, not yet. Packing up her things she left the school and headed home. Immediately she showered getting all of Emma off her and she sat in the bottom of the shower and cried. Her Heart was so torn and she hated it.

Finding her composure a while later she got out and slipped into a sexy black and red lingerie set and she made Mals favorite and she lit candles in the apartment as well as turning on some soft music and she waited for the older woman to come home.

Regina stared at herself in hall mirror and looked over herself. She didn't ever wear stuff like this but she had to admit she looked good. Her phone went off and regina went to check it. Her heart jumped in her chest seeing Emma's screen name and she open it with shaky hands.

E- I miss you baby girl

Regina's resolve was wavering, Mal never said stuff like this to her. She deleted the message and slammed the phone down. She stormed into the bedroom grabbing a pillow, she screamed into it and dropped onto the bed.

Mal opened the door to the apartment and Regina jumped hearing the door slam. Composing herself she went to greet her with a seductive smile "hi baby!" she purred and Mal frowned turning to see Regina and she raised a brow "what're you wearing?" She asked and looked around the apartment. Was she missing something? It wasn't their anniversary so..

Regina's face fell but she schooled her features and walked closer to her and took her hand leading her to the couch. "I missed you." she said biting her lip. Mal was about to speak when Regina grabbed her and pressed their lips together. Her hands slipping into the older woman's coat to push it off and then she pushed Mal down onto the couch and straddled her hips. Mals eyes went wide and Regina kissed her again hard and Mal growled against her lips and pushed Regina off which caused her to fall onto the ground rather hard and she hit the back of her head of the table and she whimpered looking up at her girlfriend.