Endlessly

Chapter 4

My Hero Or My Villain?

I stayed in bed all day motionless thinking about the events that just occurred. I feel exhausted and disgusting, I couldn't be bothered to move right now.

Moments after I heard Aaron calling my name from the other side of the door and I allowed him to come in. He was holding a tray of food & wearing a smile on his face.

"I'm not hungry," I simply stated. He sighed and placed the tray on the bed beside me then looked down at me, "eat it when you get hungry babe," then he placed a kiss on my cheek and left.

Its been three days. Three days of laying in bed. Three days of Aaron constantly begging me to eat. Three days since I've been raped.

Aaron walks in as usual, this time without the food and sat on the bed next to me. "Marina please tell me what's wrong, just please. I know something has happened and you can tell me anything."

I shook my head, "No I'm fine nothing happened," I mumbled.

He moved me to his lap and I nuzzled by head into his neck as he wrapped his arms around me. It was wrong but I found solace in his arms.

"You know you can trust me baby," he whispered in my ear. For a few minutes I thought about whether or not I should tell him. My thoughts were interrupted by Aaron, "I'll always be here to protect you baby." He kissed up my jawline and I suddenly felt so protected. The whole world could've come crashing down at that moment but it would've been okay because he was holding me.

I exhaled deeply before speaking, "Na-nathan and Kane," I couldn't say it. A lump formed in my throat and all I could do was sob. Sob for the pain of being taken advantage of, the shame and disgust I felt, and the sick pleasure I still got from loving Aaron. I began sobbing loudly and I can tell Aaron was getting impatient.

"What did they do Marina," He asked with his lips pressed into a tight line.

"Nathan came into my room and," I was still sobbing and found it quite difficult to contain myself. "and I thought he was you and he started orally-"

"Don't!" Aaron shot up off the bed slightly frightening me. "I don't need to hear the rest of this! No one is allowed to touch you the way I do!" He began pacing up and down the room knocking things over and as usual all I do is cry. "Was anyone else involved?" He was shaking but until me it wasn't out of fear but anger.

I didn't answered for a moment because I needed to catch my breath. "Marina answer me!" I've never seen him this angry before. "K-Kane, Kane also," I stuttered between sobs.

He walked towards me and wrapped his arms around my waist, "Marina, I'm going to need you to stay in the room and not come out until I say so. Do you understand?" I nodded as quickly as possible. He kissed my cheek and stormed out of the room locking it.

Aaron's POV

Words couldn't describe how furious I was. Marina was for me to mess with and me only. She was there for my sexual needs. She was mine. I have an emotional attachment to Marina because when I first met her this was not my intention. I actually did like her until I found out who her dad was. I stormed through the halls of my house until I reached my desk where I kept my collection of guns. Once I picked one I continued to the gym where I knew the guys would be. As I walked in all eyes were on me then Nathan had the nerve to speak.

"Woah Aaron are you finally gonna kill that bitch?" He chuckled. All the other guys could clearly see I was angry so none of them joined in on joking with him.

"You know what Nathan she may be a bitch but she's my bitch. And only mine. How dare you touch her?"

"I haven't gotten some in ag-" before he could continue I pulled the trigger and he fell to the ground. I pulled the trigger again as I heard him wincing.