Allyson's POV
I woke up in a familiar place. "Not here again..." I groaned. Damn it! I'm here again! Why do I keep ending up in the hospital?! Why can't I ever survive a fight and not end up here?! "Fuck." I rubbed my forehead.
"Hey didn't your mother told you swearing is bad?" I heard a familiar voice, it was not Ben's voice, it was Masky's. He chuckled. "Glad you're awake."
"Where's Ben?" I asked.
"He's visiting Jane." I felt a sharp pain in my chest.
"Oh" I said blankly. I stared at the ceiling.
"Hey, you okay?" He asked.
"No... I'm not." I said honestly. Do I look like okay to you buddy?!
"I thought you're going to say 'yeah I'm fine' I guess I was wrong. You're a very honest person." He said.
"Yeah?" I closed my eyes, and open them again. I heard the door creak open. "Tell Ben that I'm still sleeping." I quickly said and faced the other side. I knew that it was Ben, from the sound of his footsteps I knew.
"She's still not up?" He asked Masky.
"Ahh... nope, still asleep." He said.
"Oh. Jane's up." He said. I felt another pain.
"Hey let's switch places, is that okay?" He asked Ben.
"Yeah, sure." I heard footsteps going outside and heard the door closed.
Jane's POV
I followed Ben to Allyson's room, I stayed outside right besides the door. I can hear them talking. Masky went out and saw me. I signaled him to shut up. He raised both of his hands and walk backwards then put them down and turned around then continued walking.
I can hear their conversations.
Allyson's POV
"I know you're up." Ben said.
I didn't move nor talk. "I saw your eyes open a moment ago."
"I sleep with my eyes open." I said.
"No you don't." He said.
"Yes I do! Please don't disturb me I'm asleep." I said emotionless.
He signed. "Okay. I'll give you some space for awhile." I heard him stand and footsteps, I heard the door opened and closed. I sat up and looked at the door.
"See, you're awake and want me to stay by your side." He said and gave me a smile. I maintained my poker face. He walked towards me. He remained standing besides me. "What's the matter?"
"You..." I said in a soft voice. "You promised..." My voice cracked. I can't hold it anymore, I burst into tears.
"W-why are you crying?!" Ben panicked.
"You promised her when..." I sniffed. "W-when she comes back y-you'll..." I sniffed again. "You'll get married..." I sobbed. "Y-you love her r/right?"
"W-what the hell are you saying?! No I don't! I never made a promise like that ever in my life!" He said.
Sobbing. "She s-said you'll get m-married..." I can't stop the tears in my eyes, I covered my face with my hand and sobbed.
"Hey, listen to me!" He held my shoulders and shakes me. "I could never imagine myself be with someone else than you! I would never even dare to marry a girl who isn't you! I love you and only you! You're the only girl whom I fell in love and always be in love!" I removed my hands on my face and looked at his damn perfect eyes.
I sniffed. "B-but she said you p-promised her..."
"I didn't promise her anything! I don't have a memory that I made a promise like that! I don't even like her her that much! So why would I make a promise like that?" He explained. I wiped the tears of my face, I looked down and play with my fingers.
"J-just say the truth Ben, I-i won't get mad." I told him. He hugged me tight.
"I AM telling you the TRUTH. Please... I can't handle losing you..." He pleaded. I stay silent for a moment, then hugged him back.
"Okay B-ben, I believe y-you." I sniffed.
Jane's POV
Tears falling down my face as I heard what they said. I covered my mouth so they wouldn't here me sobbing. I covered my face and sat like a kid. I sobbed hard. I couldn't stop the tears from falling. I couldn't. My heart aches.
"I-it hurts..." I whispered. The pain isn't going away.
"Hey, what are you doing here? Aren't you supposed to be..." I lift my head to see who the person was. It was Jeff. "W-what happened to you?!" His smile on his face fade, although he's smiling for the rest of his life. But I could feel his smile was gone.
I stood up and wiped my tears and went back to my room. He grabbed my arm. I stopped walking.
"Hey, what's wrong?" I looked at him. I could feel the tears in my eyes. I hugged him and cried on his shoulders. "Hey, it would be alright." He said while comforting me, yeah, I hope it'll be alright.
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Drown With Me (Ben Drowned Love Story) Pt. 1
FanfictionAllyson is a 16 year old girl with long brunette hair, brown eyes, a red curved lips and a pale skin. She has a father who gets abusive when drunk. And a dead mother. She ran away from home. And when her father notice her missing, he goes on a ram...