Innocent me and my harmless thoughts
Was doing my job so hard I fought
It came so fast I only realised
how much bloodshed enticed
It's fortunate I work with money
so don't you need to worry
I ain't smiling cause it's funny
the day's always sunny
You don't have to be careful of me
You don't really see what I see
However you gotta be wary
in case your blood is spilled
I'm just kidding never would I dare
to take this sharp piece to cut and tear
through this soft skin I glimpse
oh maybe you got to beware
Until you asked me to help you out
In the kitchen are my favourite tools
Cutting vegetables ain't for me, I pout
maybe cutting you would be cool
Hah, I need to control this sudden urge
Out of nowhere I want to purge
these vulnerable targets in my line of sight
with the knife I just might
But the consequences are too high for me
To handle I can't face nor flee
the people still have a little more power
I am but a tiny flower
Get back to work and cut those thoughts
I roll my eyes at what I sought
for these things come at random times
like these poems I try to rhyme
Therefore I conclude it's fake
the dread and urge to claim their fate
It's alright now don't be afraid
I won't hurt you, please don't hate
Alas they have gone away
my naive but deadly ideas
but what shame have I got
everybody has to face their fears
-Me, and the daily fevers
