A Little To Much

Shawns perspective

I guess jasmine has fallen asleep because I can hear her snore a little. You know I never thought I'd find her after I saw her on the plane or that she would even think it was actually me. I am glad though that I did find her because I think she is beautiful. I really hate that she's upset over some trash guy who didn't treat her right. You know things happen for a reason and we get though things in life and I think this is probably teaching jasmine something, whatever it is. I just know I am going to be the one that is there for her because I wanna make her my girlfriend but I also wanna take it slow because I know she's a bit of a mess right now.

I sat in my chair thinking of jasmine and what I could do to make her feel better. I like to make people happy because people (especially my fans )are always making me happy. I don't think the fans suspect that I am talking to jasmine but when it comes out I hope they like her just as much as I do. Even though I've only been talking to her for just a few days there is this feeling inside me that just makes this all feel so right. I don't know if you have ever felt that with someone and I never have but with jasmine it's different. Even through all that she's dealt with in this break up situation, I can see how strong of a person she is and how well she tries to hide that she's in pain. I try to do the same thing sometimes but those feelings end up becoming songs, if I get the right beats to connect to the words I feel.

I'm thinking of the idea of making a song for jasmine. Not really sure how she will feel about that but I think this will cheer her up. Whenever I am going through something I feel like I want to write a song just so others can see what I have been through or know that someone else is went through what they did. Jasmine is going through things I know many others have in their lives so if I can write her a song then I could be writing a song for others. Music is the key to the soul and I think music can cheer anyone up from the troubles they are having in life. Granted I don't know much but if feel this inside me so I'm sure other feel the same way and think the same way about music.

I want to just be there for jasmine right now but I know there is only so much I can do for her. If I could just go and surprise her and see her I bet it would make her feel better. You know what that's what I'll do, I'll write her a song then fly down to her and sing it to her in person. But how am I going to find out where she is at? I mean I know where she's at but where does she live so I can go see her.I might have to go on her Twitter for this and find someone who knows her really well to get their help.

I went on Jasmine's Twitter and I noticed this friend she always tweets to. I decided to shoot her a message and see if she was able to help me.

Shawn: hi my name is Shawn Mendes I don't know if you know who I am but I am a singer. I have been talking to your friend Jasmine because I mar her on a plane and I don't know if she told you that but it's true. I was wondering if you know where she lived because I would like to surprise her since I know she has been through a though breakup. Let me know thanks so much.

I went to take a quick nap and when I woke up I saw Jasmine's friend had messaged me back

Friend: Hey its Jasmine's friend Nicole. I didn't know you met her and stuff and I think it's really cool. I have her address for you but I think it's weird to give it to you cause how do I know it's really you you know.

Me: Haha ya it is kind of weird but I do have the blue verification sign on my profile soooo.... Haha I could call you or FaceTime so you know it's really me if you want.

Friend: ya that's cool give me your number
Me:  here my number **********

Friend: can you FaceTime now cause I can?

Me:   Ya call me I'm free

Her friend called me so we started our FaceTime

Me: Hey Nicole right?

Nicole: Ya haha that's my name. So I can see that you are really you unless you're tricking me with this FaceTime.

Me:I'm not messing with you. I mean I have no idea how you can do that anyways and I don't have to figure that out anyways.

Nicole: Ya I wouldn't know how to do that either and it seems like a lot of work to figure out which I'm to lazy for.

Me: Ya I am lazy too sometimes. So if you know I'm me then can I get Jasmine's address so I can surprise her

Nicole: Ya I guess haha

Me: You guess? Haha

Nicole: Ya I guess 

Me: Well then haha

Nicole: I'll text you her address then

Me: thanks a lot

Nicole: you're welcome. You better be good to her if this things whatever it is works out.

Me: I will don't worry about that and if anything happens you can beat me up

Nicole: oh don't worry I will. Well I'll let you go then and text you the address

Me: haha ok well thanks again and bye

Nicole: bye Shawn

We ended the FaceTime and she ended up texting the address. I texted her back saying thanks and then I started to look for a flight.